A true blog, finally.

.this is very random, but my nails are jet black, so its looking nice dancing on the keyboard.

{The trip}
As it is,almost all hotels are fully booked for the 20th 21st and 22nd of My BIRTHDAY month. we cant afford to travel on the 21st 22nd 23rd due to time constraints, the clearance from the customs will bite hard on our already tired arses. No thanks to Mas Selamat K. Thats another story... how can long can he hide?...

{Current Affairs}
Reading the Papers today, our MM says Majulah Singapura(national anthem) is not a Guaranteed choice for the future generation.. I know we are evolving, but nevertheless Majulah Singapura is what molds us into Singaporeans. Therefore i cringe at the thought of a change, even if a famous orchestra plays the new tune. Im not hearing it.

{Life}
Im not the oldest in the family, neither am i the carefree young one. I happen to be the bold sweet, almost perfect middle child. Responsibility is weighing its toll on my shoulders. Everyone instinctively run to me for aid. Lean on me, however there comes a time where by even i need some 'leaning on'. I never do cry easily, but im very sentimental at times. haiz, i guess i do think alot and therefore it might seem like i shut many out of my life too. Its not that i expect one to read my mind, but just the simple fact that my heart and mind do not connect. My heart may accept a person wholeheartedly yet my mind will never be able to trust the person just as much as the heart tries. I'm not shooting blanks(words wise) and neither am i configuring myself, I'm merely stating my thoughts, which i rarely share, not even with the closest i have. maybe i AM a narcissist. :) till i meet someone who makes me not wish for world peace. =) oh my blog entries have become picture-less lol.

~There comes a time when you realise the ones that matter are the ones you have failed to recognise~