20 march

Our supposedly last day in sg before we travel to batam. its highly unlikely for us to come up with a plan and not see it through. And the mishap was unfortunately, of all person to have backed out, our dearest JS. Although it is entirely not her fault, given the time constraint, me starting on the 24 which is MONDAY(thrilled), we had suan return on the 20th also. He and his bullshit with what he was ranting 'god will be angry if we travel on Gd Friday'... yes even i wonder where his sudden boneheaded randomness comes from, haiz.

Its ok, Horton will be watched with the primate gang, that being nikky and SF... remember to start sending the random-anonymous testimonial on friendster sf. lol. At least you are dreaming of me ahahaha. this is very funny... I move you that much huh after our convo at AMK the other day. laughing my guts out. Im fine with going after work, see you guys at Vivo. Alright...

And i have begin to groom myself more... started to use mask weekly! wee, looking scaryily cute, lol. Yes im a hopeless narcissist. U have to learn to love yourself the ugly or beautiful you....by the way, i am beautiful lol... hahaha...

The sky looked nice in this portrait shot of me and the tree, lol.

~Sometimes backing off alittle doesnt mean Im avoiding you, god knows i wont do that.. im just trying not to delude myself too much... the hearts at risk. Cause im fond of you but i cant promise anything but my friendship, which you already have and know is true~