15 Mar 2008

=) I want him too

When i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]

When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]

When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]

When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]

When i start cursing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]

When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]

When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]

When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]

When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]

When im scared
[ Protect me ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]

When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could understand ]

When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]

When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]

When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart
[the pain never really goes away ]

When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]

When i read this
[ i want you to read it too]

Isnt having expectations healthy, i got friends who dont have expectations clearly because they dont want to be heart broken at the end of the day... but I say if you dont throw yourself out there and risk it, you'd never know what it feels like. Just like the saying 'its better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all'... which is contradicting because theres two ways to see it...but nevertheless. I believe in taking chances, I just dont believe in giving up my heart that easily.

My 22 birthday, consist of me setting 22 balloon filled with a msg in it up to the sky. =) Weeeeeewill write more soon, gonna go shopping with sukbir & simmy & nikky. lol. My dads gonna be fine, why not he produced such an immaculate daughter. hehe. Yes i love myself =)


~Ur in my heart just like a tattoo~

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