omg went for my final 4th birthday party today! had a picnic at paris park!

im so tired and i talked so long to sandip, i simply love talking to adhikari and i miss j.dhaliwal.

yawn and im super tired! sleepy and just plain lethargic!

im too tired to post any picts! tomorrow i start early as well need to learn the Opra system, so its gonna be an interestingly tired week!

Catch me soon!

My birthday! Wow talk about turning 22 with 500 wishes and blessing from people, the known and unknown ones... other then Crowne plaza, my name Pinky was beginning to be a well known brand. with the slogan 'the birthday gal' lol. It was really fun, a huge thanks to Rafeek Ezan Mealanie Raymond(the gym guy-which freaks me) Ik(My security bf) Nasran (the handsome crush) darshan(chief concierge) zain & kiple(from kuching crown plaza)and all the others! They bought a cake that i had to cut in class! then melanie and kiple got all 18o people present at the auditorium to acknowledge my birthday and sing me a song, jeez i was PINK! but loving the attention nevertheless!...

The cake the colleagues got for me.

Jamey's Bum-heeh

Jamey

l...Had dinner at swensen with mum dad simmy nikky and sukhbir. awww...hmmm the cut the cake at home. at the end of the day it really did feel like a day i couldnt wait to close up.. hte end of 21 and the start of 22. New love found new friends made and well everythings a bliss! ...:P I miss all of u too! i really do, see im rushing this entry cos i have to go shopping, lifes pretty hectic now!

SUNDAY

oh my god!!! sunday met up with my mdis darlings at elsheikh! cut the birthday cake delivered by the elsheikh sweetheart... dinner and presents, im touched, u guys do love me, as do i too! love me ahahah! muacks! Happy birthday paulie~ she is also 28th marchie babies like me weee...

MONDAY

1st day wow... met a german gal from front desk just like me and a Philippine chinese in sales & marketing. they are 24 and 26. Met ezan too...she's 26, my supervisor. AND im the baby! Im the youngster most virgins of all virgins! tiring day did the measurement. .....

Tuesday...

I totally miss the doctor.... oh and i got the fitness guy flirting with me, ok if its normal talk i understand but he got personal telling me his gf stories, saying im a nice gal and all. hehe, did the brain teaser very well today even Jamie the canadian facilitator do u have the answer sheet with you... he had to shut me up to get the others a chance... haha in a gd way... The whole room was chanting my name for the presentation too. lol. which i did well and funnily too joking about Brian being bald, but it was totally ignorant i was attacking him at all... eeheehh...

God im tired and Wandy wished me!!! How sweet! Can i not love you guys anymore!

I'm a wreck!
... I'm so thrilled, I'm anxious now.

I'm paranoid!
....oh no, I'm just nervous...

I need to cool down....

i need someone metaphorically speaking i meant the word itself not precisely a some one, and I'm random... oh no, but I'm sure if you are fast enough you might get what I'm saying, like the ipod... i want a Upod! so i listen to you instead of the pod-eee music which is good music.

Shit, I'm delirious when I'm this nervy, and i have to book the air tix only after i get my schedule, i feel like I'm back in school. like awaiting an excursion trip only if you do well. & the tailor for the suit! hmmm... i do think I'm being stretch to much. I'm not elastic. and I'm not fragile either, OK fragile maybe so... maybe 22 round the corner is making me edgy. oh no, IDK!!

oh no oh no
& I'm sentimental, god I'm an emotional wreck on top of that! coffee is a helpful tranquiliser though...

& meeting the MDIS friends before The MANCHESTER MATCH! @ El-sheikh, hope all comes cos PHK is coming lol...

24 is tomorrow!!

Random Picts

Wow. Random. Picts. Me. Nikky. Vainity. Runs. In. The. Family.
............

V.V

Nikky was messing with my hair
Ooooh
Awww~Love~
Nikky and me

I still havent finish the book! And have desai on hold cause i finish 'why do men sleep after sex?'

& the bookmark with me on it is Terry's gift..

You are 93% Aries

How Aries Are You?

Your Passion is Purple!

You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve. If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through. But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack. You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.

What Type of Passionate Woman Are You?

You Are Very Happy Being Single

You're not anti-relationship. You just don't need one to be content. You find plenty of happiness from your life as it is. And if you find someone you love, then that's just icing on an already decadent cake!

Are You Happy Being Single?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life. Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

You Are a Light Pink Rose

You represent sweetness and grace. Your vibe: Kind and gentle Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend

What Color Rose Are You?

20 march

Our supposedly last day in sg before we travel to batam. its highly unlikely for us to come up with a plan and not see it through. And the mishap was unfortunately, of all person to have backed out, our dearest JS. Although it is entirely not her fault, given the time constraint, me starting on the 24 which is MONDAY(thrilled), we had suan return on the 20th also. He and his bullshit with what he was ranting 'god will be angry if we travel on Gd Friday'... yes even i wonder where his sudden boneheaded randomness comes from, haiz.

Its ok, Horton will be watched with the primate gang, that being nikky and SF... remember to start sending the random-anonymous testimonial on friendster sf. lol. At least you are dreaming of me ahahaha. this is very funny... I move you that much huh after our convo at AMK the other day. laughing my guts out. Im fine with going after work, see you guys at Vivo. Alright...

And i have begin to groom myself more... started to use mask weekly! wee, looking scaryily cute, lol. Yes im a hopeless narcissist. U have to learn to love yourself the ugly or beautiful you....by the way, i am beautiful lol... hahaha...

The sky looked nice in this portrait shot of me and the tree, lol.

~Sometimes backing off alittle doesnt mean Im avoiding you, god knows i wont do that.. im just trying not to delude myself too much... the hearts at risk. Cause im fond of you but i cant promise anything but my friendship, which you already have and know is true~

Spiderwick

lets see, woke up astonishingly late today! Followed Nikky to get cash for her course fees. It rained TOO much today, and i wore bermudas! so my cleanly shaved smooth legs got wet... Wee, yes something is missing, And i really cant put my finger on it. Im missing things, signs, words said, eyes looking yet the heart dismissing every signal. Hmmm, anyways guess whos getting me a ticket, my mum apparently her friend can get it, and i do have Tinesh on the lookout for me too. but im pretty keen on the idea of being left alone. But i cant swallow that fact. cos its my only living uncle's wedding.. that sounds weird... haiz... oh whatever will be will be, Que Sara Sara...

Spiderwick was fun! go watch it! Had the time of my many cat lives with my darling sf! Except parts where i had to be an sms freak which was 45% and then Angad calls, and so did i call Sandip.

Well SF darling had her fair share of messaging too during the later part of the outing... sitting at amk mrt station, we talked politics and about MAS we were being dangerously ignorant, Lol, and my dearest sf is stunned to know that i have evolve into a better human! lol, i mean lifes changes you, situations/encounters/experiences makes one stronger and bolder.

And yes i thought i saw mas... maybe his poster are up everywhere and one hallucinates. But the man limps and his eyes were creepy, and that smirk!

Talking about virginity and sex at macdonald lol. Yes we can talk about everything even the birds and the bees. Just me and sf with water(for dehydration purposes) anywhere and we can talk forever with no 'shera' moments... Reminiscing the good old days, even history somehow led to some folks i know presently. Its an interconnected web sort of situation..


~You know what, you just dont know how much some one means until u lose them. ~

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Wow, spot on. But i AM optimistic and happy, oh yes siree. I did end the last relation ship because of overwhelming sarcasm, and he was ruthless enough to have let go. I do thnk marriage as sacred and precious union of two souls. A holy comunion of two lovebirds, wee.

And yes, being young i do tend to be playful at the moment, but not as so its a bad playful, jusy a wee bit notorious... But i take good care of my heart so...it goes.. do the test people.

~Pinky~

Haiz! A family trip without mua!

Im up early this morning, and i actually typo morning as moroning, well i had a certain moron on my mind. But GOOD morning darlings. I woke up fairly early tday at 730am... I woke on an inticntively sudden random awakening. I actually had a pleasant dream of the doctor, but i forgot the details! but its was pleasantly soothing. Hence im taking the time to blog for God know whens the next time i might be as free to blog as much as i do presently.

Indonesia..I wanna put mehendi on my hand, i want to attend my uncles wedding! I want too! & hopefully i can. Im the only one flying by silkair and im flying alone, that is if there is a night flight available on both the departure and arrival dates.Fly off friday night, be back on sun night. Keeping my fingers crossed.

I still dont believe batam is not happening! I feel like im in a twilight zone, dont u feel the same-o sf-o...

Whacking it out, Alone!
Pinky

Padma's Wedding

Me & Mummy

U see the 3 lil heads? they are Kalai's daugthers! Thats the bride and her groom with 'Boy' as the quirky-ly funny emcee, his the Brides bro btw & a father of a cheeky 2yrold. lol

im up and early this morning although im blogging at 1233pm.. lol, with Martha Stewart on the telly and sitting on the widharja daybed cross legged, my handphone ringing 'jabse tere naina mere naino seyy'... well thats a ring tone for the doctor. And my hot cup of nescafe... i actually had to think once i opened the kitchen cabinet. milo, horlicks, earls grey, coffee or kopi-o.. lol.

Its funny when ur mind works faster than ur heart... Missing someone gives you tremendous joy, because you have some to miss and not a simple 'i wish'...Its like a flutter in the heart. It gets me into poetry mode too... I dont fall for any tom dick or harry's, i meant nobodies. :P i have to know you to trust my heart with you. and so im blabbering again...Anyways.... yesterday was Padma's wedding, im so glad she's found the one finally, She looked like a traditional indian barbie doll. When Aunt Dewi cried seeing her daughter sitting upstage looking so happy even i felt the tears building up. Aww, it was a sentimental moment. She was proud of her kids, all married now with their own kids. I could feel the joy in her tears.

I thought this was a cute shot of my parents.

Simmy & Me. Check out the hair. lol

~How do you eradicate someone you once held so close to your heart....? By finding someone who captures your WHOLE heart!~

weee. im colouring my hair on a sunday, colour of choice sweet sepia.... then i have to attend a wedding dinner reception of one of my childhood buddies. Soon enough and hopefully mine will come along some day. (:

Im smiling. I was on the phone with doctor sandip for 2hrs! Geez louis... Im also excited to see the bill at the end of the month. I really talk alot i reckon.... my darlings when we meet up, sandip on the phone, indyx2 on msn, my sisters and parents phew and the other friends lol. Wow, poppycock huh. Wit sukhbir and my sisters the other day its was really fun. Yes i wanna marry a doctor...

And i wanna marry a sheikh whos rich and can buy me the yacht i want. weeeee....



lol. The chemical scent from the hair is affecting my mind. lol.

Yes i have achieve alot, but theres something that i still havent given up my heart. winks & huggies...

Vivocity

Went vivocity to shop like a shopaholic! It was fun all day long, ate at Earls Swensen. Walked, drove, shopped, went with Sukhbir to Mustafa daringly. :P Bought Jolene, sorry sf i reminded myself to call you before i enter but somehow the thought really escaped from my head. Incidentally.. Apologies my dear. Love you and get well pretty soon! & it seems i cant go by a day with out thinking about you. i guess i lost my mind well wondering if i had been losing it in the first place. lol.

My Crayfish Prawn & Salmon Lunch... It was good and its halal darlings! wheee, we can go...

Fondue Baybeh.....

Weeee...Fox United

heeh~ Jai, in honour of you. See i do remember u lol.

=) I want him too

When i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]

When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]

When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]

When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]

When i start cursing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]

When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]

When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]

When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]

When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]

When im scared
[ Protect me ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]

When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could understand ]

When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]

When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]

When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart
[the pain never really goes away ]

When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]

When i read this
[ i want you to read it too]

Isnt having expectations healthy, i got friends who dont have expectations clearly because they dont want to be heart broken at the end of the day... but I say if you dont throw yourself out there and risk it, you'd never know what it feels like. Just like the saying 'its better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all'... which is contradicting because theres two ways to see it...but nevertheless. I believe in taking chances, I just dont believe in giving up my heart that easily.

My 22 birthday, consist of me setting 22 balloon filled with a msg in it up to the sky. =) Weeeeeewill write more soon, gonna go shopping with sukbir & simmy & nikky. lol. My dads gonna be fine, why not he produced such an immaculate daughter. hehe. Yes i love myself =)

~Ur in my heart just like a tattoo~

daddy's bday

His probably he ONLY man in the face of this world that i never bore any hatred for. The man thats always been there through my darkest moments and to share my joys and smiles in the brightest ones. Turning 53 is no biggy, but with the salt & pepperd hair, my dad looks astonishingly vibrant. the pinkness in his face, the delicate smile and BIG eyes. Hmm, everyone in my family is blessed with that except me. Sighs....

But happy birthday daddy dearest! Brut is not an easy fine... i know mustafa sells it all but no way am i going there, the weather sucks and the people u bump into there is as sucky as how the wetness makes one uncomfy, so i managed to find the specific legendary BRUT that he loved so much, and even i grew to be familiarise with the scent, i learnt to like it. Brut=Papa. =)

Cramps Inspired

{Life}

Urggghhh...
I do not understand why women have to endure so much. from the monthly cycle especially if it comes with a special dosage of bitchy discomfort to childbirth to enduring men and all their egoism and chauvinistic-ism. Plus, the day to day events we have to see too.. household chores, cooking cleaning, shopping, when i shop i have a tendency to shop for all, my family the house, i'd be getting stuffs for everyone. (If you my male friend its ok but i meant the stereotypical ones.) It takes alot to accomplish what a women can. Hence behind every successful (single)women there are men who just cant wait to shag her, although my present outlook will definitely be put to shame by the future one.

Sometimes even i wonder who the hell am i gonna find who will appreciate my witticism. lol.

Its definitely a predicament we ladies are imposed upon. Not only as career oriented she-males(since its a f*cking men world) but even for the day to day stay at home mom. Alot is expected of us, and somehow we never fail any task, be it balancing or juggling task and activities. We always venture forward, giving not 100% but 125% all the time. Men appreciate the chicks! come on appreciate women. Im not asking to be treated like a goddess (which obviously i wont mind) but Respect & Recognise us. Humor us! I love men, im not a man-hater, i love my father, he could be Osama and i'd still love him. Because i love a person for who he or she is. I wont change them, never, i like you if we click and i'd love you if we rub (and by rubbing i do mean friction wise) right. I should be a magazine columnist...haiz...

Ah, this was inspired by the popular bitch of a discomfort in the tummy that has unknowingly cease to hurt. Weee. =)


{Batam}

Purajaya Batam. 21st 22nd 23rd March 2008


{Guest Relations Agent}

24 March 2008, its cute that i can actually countdown to my first day!
Im just ecstatic that i have a five star hotel to add in my experience section of my resume.

Lots of people
want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want
is someone who will
take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.
~Oprah Winfrey~

~ADELE~

My latest song craze, so should i give up or keeping it on the route? well we all know the answer to that already, i gave up on 'two-letters' along time ago, nevertheless its Adele and the song rock, love the beat as it ends, and not to mention the rather peculiar choreography of the video.

~Once bitten, twice shy, 3 times the charm baby;)~

...and im very happy, batam plans looks like its coming along fine...lets see the final decision on friday. I bought durians for monkey sf not for me, its an SG fruit but recognising it doesnt mean i gonna eat it...;)

what is Pinky's love based on

You Are Cayenne Pepper

You are very over the top and a bit overwhelming. You have a fiery personality, and you can give anyone a good jolt. You can easily take things up a couple notches, no matter what crowd you're running with.

What Spice Are You?

Weee immm a cayenne chilli...hot i tell ya.

Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility. Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships. Whoever you love should be your best friend. And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question. Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you

What Is Your Love Based On?

although, i tend not to base it on friendship any more... i dont wanna lose a friend at the end of the day... and i have lost a handful egoistic chauvinistic male specimens already, i dont need the list to grow longer...weeeeee

CP

It gives a personal touch and whee im all glee...

Weee.... crowne plaza mailed me a welcome onboard postcard.

its so nice to know ur future affliation recognise you....

Choc filled cream puffs, wheeee.....

fuck i lost weight and i confirm will put it on back if i dont stop, !!! lol. i want sheesha....NOW, no i wanna go to KL too

I love my affliation, lol. im saying a mantra, KL KL KL KL KL KL KL. fingers crossed

Im soooo Random

A true blog, finally.

.this is very random, but my nails are jet black, so its looking nice dancing on the keyboard.

{The trip}
As it is,almost all hotels are fully booked for the 20th 21st and 22nd of My BIRTHDAY month. we cant afford to travel on the 21st 22nd 23rd due to time constraints, the clearance from the customs will bite hard on our already tired arses. No thanks to Mas Selamat K. Thats another story... how can long can he hide?...

{Current Affairs}
Reading the Papers today, our MM says Majulah Singapura(national anthem) is not a Guaranteed choice for the future generation.. I know we are evolving, but nevertheless Majulah Singapura is what molds us into Singaporeans. Therefore i cringe at the thought of a change, even if a famous orchestra plays the new tune. Im not hearing it.

{Life}
Im not the oldest in the family, neither am i the carefree young one. I happen to be the bold sweet, almost perfect middle child. Responsibility is weighing its toll on my shoulders. Everyone instinctively run to me for aid. Lean on me, however there comes a time where by even i need some 'leaning on'. I never do cry easily, but im very sentimental at times. haiz, i guess i do think alot and therefore it might seem like i shut many out of my life too. Its not that i expect one to read my mind, but just the simple fact that my heart and mind do not connect. My heart may accept a person wholeheartedly yet my mind will never be able to trust the person just as much as the heart tries. I'm not shooting blanks(words wise) and neither am i configuring myself, I'm merely stating my thoughts, which i rarely share, not even with the closest i have. maybe i AM a narcissist. :) till i meet someone who makes me not wish for world peace. =) oh my blog entries have become picture-less lol.

~There comes a time when you realise the ones that matter are the ones you have failed to recognise~

Outings & outings

today spent the day with nikky and we watched Beauty & the Beast. Awww it was awesome...

i love the song tale as old as time.....songs as old as rhyme...

i do not want a prince, i want a beast, lets face it, a women can change a beast but i doubt she can change a man. but nevertheless men are beast, lol... its not a fact... and i dont hate men im just stating out words, besides im pretty sure i have just contradicted myself. weeeee... and i cant blame my weirdness on JD, i think alcohol stays in the body for 3 days, and i had jack daniels last saturday. lol. Its Pinky being Pinky whose extra Kinky.

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lets see we went to watch ps i love you, where butler was too awesome, ate at split kitchen, then another outing for sheesha at el-sheikh, and then just yesterday went out for the KL discussion and got home at 5am... wheeee, suan yang drove and us in the car with the camera flashes going on, windows down, laughing, haiz... Yes we are guilty of trying to brain wash FSY to drive us to Mustafa, but our bestie was purely lazy. too much laughing, pheww

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well some one makes me smile actually 2 someones, and both i dont meet that often, hmmm. what can i say, they created an impact n regards to me. lol.

oh and the trip is almost 75% planned, although i cant be certain of what has been planned lol... because of distraction like chemical rain or something like that and Rainbow.. bugle, oh so kinky... one skin two skin, three skin, foursk... and 'today i wanna play with balls, and if you do not have balls you can play with your friends balls'.... hilarious... i shall post the link when im free again... till then.

a person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it~ jean de la f.

it is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves~ wiliam shakespeare

coincidence is Gods way of remaining anonymous~ albert einstein

Wong Li lin did a gd one!

if you are not too long, i will wait for you my whole life~ oscar wilde

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in 3 words i can sum up everything, i have learnt about life; it goes on~ robert feort

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pinky~clearly fitting in to well to feel like a misfit....

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