11 Sept 2010

time has come for a change to fit in place.

trying to finish the lost symbol to only move on to others waiting in Q, a cecilia ahern and eat pray love.


this is my journey and i lead the footpath. :)

till next time. here a coelho for your soul.....




Every human being has inside them something more important than him or herself - his or her Gift.
Paulo Coelho
Brida.

28 Aug 2010

Just and all me

When I love someone it's just one and I love with all my heart. I have found that someone yet I wonder to myself does he feel the same way I do.

Sometimes I imagine me attending his wedding. His perfect bride looking ever so beautiful nothing compared to me. The tall tanned punjabi girl from Singapore. It saddens me for I know well what the future holds. It restricts me and my desires. It forbids me of my love. Yes I am madly deeply n most definitely truly in love with him no other can sweep me off my feet or hold my heart in a pleasant delightful captive as he holds mine. But I know what the future holds. I see it molding into effect. My presence my need my love has seem too suffocating for him. I would never want him to ever feel compressed in anyway. Burden responsibility dignity is what few things I never want to impose on him. I'm the girl who will always smile even when there's no stars or sunshine in the day. I will be that sparkling star and I am that bright sunshine, for I know the one I love will love me right back as equal as an equilibrium. Life is like a sand glass once all the sand is down it's up to you to reverse it and experience moments Better than before. Always me pinky

15 Aug 2010

..........

sometimes i wonder am i important enough. cos i dont feel it. i mean honestly. im not expecting much not do i have expectation but from how i see it, im not important enuff. patriotism, nationalism and god knows what more. my heart is the purest of all.

im pinky remember the girl who will always smile. who was born smiling.

anyways sharing a few videos i love much =))


Secret


imissyouyeahimissyou

26 Jul 2010

2010

nepal with love


phuket - holiday inn

langkawi

nepal


india 2009 with sandip

A year to remember 2010. Phuket Nepal Langkawi :) Im happy maybe japan later on who knows :P

More than anything i miss baby, i know deep down he knows, its hard for me, harder i think, simmys weddings up in oct, just the ROM. So its ok. getting the dress ready now. its with the tailors already.

Starting the bank on 3rd august, wish me luck :)

tc

13 Jul 2010

love


yes

im back to make an appearance. Im gonna tender my resgntn soonest, its been a gd 2 1/2 yrs at CPCA. Im so happy it was my foundation to the hospitality line, given all that i have learnt and experience. Im ready enough to earn big money now and be with baby full time. Just need him more now then ever. Simmys weddings soon 10/10/10.

:)

lifes good, remain positive and happy. im all glowing!!!!!