28 Aug 2010

Just and all me

When I love someone it's just one and I love with all my heart. I have found that someone yet I wonder to myself does he feel the same way I do.

Sometimes I imagine me attending his wedding. His perfect bride looking ever so beautiful nothing compared to me. The tall tanned punjabi girl from Singapore. It saddens me for I know well what the future holds. It restricts me and my desires. It forbids me of my love. Yes I am madly deeply n most definitely truly in love with him no other can sweep me off my feet or hold my heart in a pleasant delightful captive as he holds mine. But I know what the future holds. I see it molding into effect. My presence my need my love has seem too suffocating for him. I would never want him to ever feel compressed in anyway. Burden responsibility dignity is what few things I never want to impose on him. I'm the girl who will always smile even when there's no stars or sunshine in the day. I will be that sparkling star and I am that bright sunshine, for I know the one I love will love me right back as equal as an equilibrium. Life is like a sand glass once all the sand is down it's up to you to reverse it and experience moments Better than before. Always me pinky

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