The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Wow, spot on. But i AM optimistic and happy, oh yes siree. I did end the last relation ship because of overwhelming sarcasm, and he was ruthless enough to have let go. I do thnk marriage as sacred and precious union of two souls. A holy comunion of two lovebirds, wee.

And yes, being young i do tend to be playful at the moment, but not as so its a bad playful, jusy a wee bit notorious... But i take good care of my heart so...it goes.. do the test people.

~Pinky~

Haiz! A family trip without mua!

Im up early this morning, and i actually typo morning as moroning, well i had a certain moron on my mind. But GOOD morning darlings. I woke up fairly early tday at 730am... I woke on an inticntively sudden random awakening. I actually had a pleasant dream of the doctor, but i forgot the details! but its was pleasantly soothing. Hence im taking the time to blog for God know whens the next time i might be as free to blog as much as i do presently.

Indonesia..I wanna put mehendi on my hand, i want to attend my uncles wedding! I want too! & hopefully i can. Im the only one flying by silkair and im flying alone, that is if there is a night flight available on both the departure and arrival dates.Fly off friday night, be back on sun night. Keeping my fingers crossed.

I still dont believe batam is not happening! I feel like im in a twilight zone, dont u feel the same-o sf-o...

Whacking it out, Alone!
Pinky

Padma's Wedding

Me & Mummy

U see the 3 lil heads? they are Kalai's daugthers! Thats the bride and her groom with 'Boy' as the quirky-ly funny emcee, his the Brides bro btw & a father of a cheeky 2yrold. lol

im up and early this morning although im blogging at 1233pm.. lol, with Martha Stewart on the telly and sitting on the widharja daybed cross legged, my handphone ringing 'jabse tere naina mere naino seyy'... well thats a ring tone for the doctor. And my hot cup of nescafe... i actually had to think once i opened the kitchen cabinet. milo, horlicks, earls grey, coffee or kopi-o.. lol.

Its funny when ur mind works faster than ur heart... Missing someone gives you tremendous joy, because you have some to miss and not a simple 'i wish'...Its like a flutter in the heart. It gets me into poetry mode too... I dont fall for any tom dick or harry's, i meant nobodies. :P i have to know you to trust my heart with you. and so im blabbering again...Anyways.... yesterday was Padma's wedding, im so glad she's found the one finally, She looked like a traditional indian barbie doll. When Aunt Dewi cried seeing her daughter sitting upstage looking so happy even i felt the tears building up. Aww, it was a sentimental moment. She was proud of her kids, all married now with their own kids. I could feel the joy in her tears.

I thought this was a cute shot of my parents.

Simmy & Me. Check out the hair. lol

~How do you eradicate someone you once held so close to your heart....? By finding someone who captures your WHOLE heart!~

weee. im colouring my hair on a sunday, colour of choice sweet sepia.... then i have to attend a wedding dinner reception of one of my childhood buddies. Soon enough and hopefully mine will come along some day. (:

Im smiling. I was on the phone with doctor sandip for 2hrs! Geez louis... Im also excited to see the bill at the end of the month. I really talk alot i reckon.... my darlings when we meet up, sandip on the phone, indyx2 on msn, my sisters and parents phew and the other friends lol. Wow, poppycock huh. Wit sukhbir and my sisters the other day its was really fun. Yes i wanna marry a doctor...

And i wanna marry a sheikh whos rich and can buy me the yacht i want. weeeee....



lol. The chemical scent from the hair is affecting my mind. lol.

Yes i have achieve alot, but theres something that i still havent given up my heart. winks & huggies...

Vivocity

Went vivocity to shop like a shopaholic! It was fun all day long, ate at Earls Swensen. Walked, drove, shopped, went with Sukhbir to Mustafa daringly. :P Bought Jolene, sorry sf i reminded myself to call you before i enter but somehow the thought really escaped from my head. Incidentally.. Apologies my dear. Love you and get well pretty soon! & it seems i cant go by a day with out thinking about you. i guess i lost my mind well wondering if i had been losing it in the first place. lol.

My Crayfish Prawn & Salmon Lunch... It was good and its halal darlings! wheee, we can go...

Fondue Baybeh.....

Weeee...Fox United

heeh~ Jai, in honour of you. See i do remember u lol.

=) I want him too

When i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]

When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]

When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]

When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]

When i start cursing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]

When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]

When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]

When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]

When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]

When im scared
[ Protect me ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]

When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could understand ]

When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]

When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]

When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart
[the pain never really goes away ]

When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]

When i read this
[ i want you to read it too]

Isnt having expectations healthy, i got friends who dont have expectations clearly because they dont want to be heart broken at the end of the day... but I say if you dont throw yourself out there and risk it, you'd never know what it feels like. Just like the saying 'its better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all'... which is contradicting because theres two ways to see it...but nevertheless. I believe in taking chances, I just dont believe in giving up my heart that easily.

My 22 birthday, consist of me setting 22 balloon filled with a msg in it up to the sky. =) Weeeeeewill write more soon, gonna go shopping with sukbir & simmy & nikky. lol. My dads gonna be fine, why not he produced such an immaculate daughter. hehe. Yes i love myself =)

~Ur in my heart just like a tattoo~

daddy's bday

His probably he ONLY man in the face of this world that i never bore any hatred for. The man thats always been there through my darkest moments and to share my joys and smiles in the brightest ones. Turning 53 is no biggy, but with the salt & pepperd hair, my dad looks astonishingly vibrant. the pinkness in his face, the delicate smile and BIG eyes. Hmm, everyone in my family is blessed with that except me. Sighs....

But happy birthday daddy dearest! Brut is not an easy fine... i know mustafa sells it all but no way am i going there, the weather sucks and the people u bump into there is as sucky as how the wetness makes one uncomfy, so i managed to find the specific legendary BRUT that he loved so much, and even i grew to be familiarise with the scent, i learnt to like it. Brut=Papa. =)