its 4 am and i just logged on, im very tired, harpreet made me smile thanks, but im really tired trying on shoes on clothes, bags & stuffs, i mustve have NEts close to 600 today, bought a new digi cam as well, its nice, sleek black and a samsung with face recogntn too, im too tired too type what other gd function it has but i remember face rcog cos JD did an assignment on that, plus, am i the only one? or we really havent gotten our final terms results, shoudnt it be due already??

oh and happy raya haji sf, js, huda, samad, shah & jd plus all others whom i missed out.

im satisfied and btw iron is really making me 'alive'.

Oh my god.

oh gosh, its always a bliss to go out with my darling js and sf. i dont love you gals, i fucking love you guys.

i guess ultimately it comes down to whose around and who isnt, u babes have really been through thick and thin with me, even on my lowest self and my highest self. and yes i look forward to GEnting with suan and wandy too...

I need to get Shah to accompany me for the dinner with BAnks and her new temporary boyfriend. Its at Arab St and i could drag Indy P. along but shes flying off and all other males seem incompetent, so Shah ur the chosen one for the evening.

Heartbreak kid, was good, we did laugh alot, and the pink tree as like every year, cathay loves me, lol.

shit i was suppose to blog, sorry eveyone for not taking ur calls.

The weirdo keeps calling...

Lost my appetite thanks to the iron...

watching alvin & the chipmunks too later

....

i'll have fun, that i know, its whether i'll let myself have fun.

Yes Raj, next week its on, movie, ur choice im tagging along.



and i miss B, the time we did share i hate reminiscing the day but wtf.

~i really dont know what i want~

Hmmm

Ever had a dream that felt so real,
you could feel the pain and emotions?

Monday @ 4 i had a nightmare, i dont really get scary dreams.
None at all. My dreams have always been pleasant, whimsical and enlightening.

Its too freaky to recollect, cause i remember details of it too much,
its as if it really took place.

Waheguru ji ka khalsa Waheguru ji ki fateh

The dream involved everyone yet just me, i was the main piece.
I get killed though by this man that felt so familiar yet brings no similiarity to anyone.

It was a point blank shot to the head, which i felt, an excrutiating numbing pain(the feeling is disturbingly scary).

I got shot but didnt die, which was quite weird but im glad & the freaky thing was
the guy was content knowing he killed me, just me.

I dont get frazzled by dreams mostly but this one got me shaking i woke up in fear.
When i got out of that shock I remembered him, and so needed a hug, wanting to feel safe in his arms, to be coaxed and lulled back to a sweeter place.

Comprehend is not a word i'd want to use now, i dont want to comprehend the situation.

I have always known that a stressful environment leads to weird dreams, but i have not been stressed out.
Everythings great, going out with my darlings having a much loved annoying younger sis. Blissful. But hey dreams arent meant to make sense.

As freaky as it is im gonna loosen my grip on it and let it flow. Maybe those americans going berserk on a shooting spree entice the cells,
too much news and reading the papers.

I miss my darlings already, Vicky lets go watch enchanted again, Paul lets go to the esplanade! Beth drag me for any tamil
flick lol, i'll coming willingly. & Shah quick have holidays, we'll paint the town pink without anyone else.

& finally dec 12 is tomorrow... SF are you still attchd to TTSH?

i just realised im a blog fanatic, hey i never used to be interested lol. I can do html codes too, kudos to that.

"MissSmartyPants"

Indys' in INDIA! lOl, the rain kept me in a homely mood today. Diana has to hmmm erase Sandeep off her mind and i have to go for another manicure, I miss my darlings SF and JS.

Was out with Paul and Beth last weekend, went for dinner at town, met up with Vicky in Yishun and happily and classically late for the movie Enchanted, Ahhh P.Dempsey, Handsome bugger, how do you know he lovessss you.... I feeling sing songy lol. It was a gd show, left me and vicky feeling enchanted, for sure.

Went back to Beths and as usual got dragged off with Vicky. She is a handful, remind me to bring a duct tape for her and for me too, i cant never seem to shhhush up. :p I got a tattoo, courtesy of singtel lol... let me put up the picts. The rest are wit Paul.... Okie Back Hurts big time... Someone sit on it pls:P

Fuck Yes Im Fair again, lol

Went random this day, was out with nikky and indy for starbucks. I msgd them, describe me in two words, at the same time i forwarded to a few darlings. Wasnt feeling in the mood to have sent all my darlings lol. Sorry diearie-o's, anyways heres what i got.



Shah Iskander ~ Totally Awesome



Paul ~ Sincere, Happy



Vicky ~ Sweet Angel



Diana ~ Gem, Kind-Hearted



James ~ Extravagantly Sexy





So i guess my minimized clique replied sooner than Indy's.

~Sometimes we cant choose whom to love us but we can surely choose the ones we love~

twins/temple

Met My mum for lunch and too collect her meds, she finally got sick. Well she's pretty healthy and rarely falls ill, so its taking its toll now. Its bad, she sneezes and wheezes. lol

Mummy dearest i LoVe u. Get well soon.

And i finally got through to TTSH the freaking scan cost $500 hmmm... but after enquiring and everything i need only pay 160 i think I'm not sure, couldn't be bothered to hear really. Wont be the first time. Actually i think its a first. Ah pray for me darlings, nothing major pops up. ;)

Been thinking alot lately, impromptu thoughts....

Anyways here are the babes and me and simmy too...

Look at the cam darl not me, thats sonia.

Tania, just 14mths old.

Thats PHK 21 years and 9mths

W910i ~ I want this phone yes desperately, maybe i love the way it was publicize. lol.

Anyways Im feeling very contented and happy and satisfied. I dont know, im Happy, which is good. Shit there goes Hotel 81 again, Every ones not letting me go for the interview just cause its an Onan Rd, Geylang, hmmm, narrow minded, Lol. Im sure a better opportunity...

I guess im just happy, and nothing is getting in the way of this positiveness, ok maybe my FUCKING gum. Its really bleeding alot, and the plasma clots it so fast, phew.

Ok ok, 12 dec is arriving, and i really cant wait for xmas shopping to begin.

Picts from the other day...Fooling around @ suntec

PS: Nikky got me into a lame challenge and i obliged, we naming countries and im leading with 101 countries...

~Smile, its nicer to see a smile than a frown, make someones day, SMILE.~