Hmmm

Ever had a dream that felt so real,
you could feel the pain and emotions?

Monday @ 4 i had a nightmare, i dont really get scary dreams.
None at all. My dreams have always been pleasant, whimsical and enlightening.

Its too freaky to recollect, cause i remember details of it too much,
its as if it really took place.

Waheguru ji ka khalsa Waheguru ji ki fateh

The dream involved everyone yet just me, i was the main piece.
I get killed though by this man that felt so familiar yet brings no similiarity to anyone.

It was a point blank shot to the head, which i felt, an excrutiating numbing pain(the feeling is disturbingly scary).

I got shot but didnt die, which was quite weird but im glad & the freaky thing was
the guy was content knowing he killed me, just me.

I dont get frazzled by dreams mostly but this one got me shaking i woke up in fear.
When i got out of that shock I remembered him, and so needed a hug, wanting to feel safe in his arms, to be coaxed and lulled back to a sweeter place.

Comprehend is not a word i'd want to use now, i dont want to comprehend the situation.

I have always known that a stressful environment leads to weird dreams, but i have not been stressed out.
Everythings great, going out with my darlings having a much loved annoying younger sis. Blissful. But hey dreams arent meant to make sense.

As freaky as it is im gonna loosen my grip on it and let it flow. Maybe those americans going berserk on a shooting spree entice the cells,
too much news and reading the papers.

I miss my darlings already, Vicky lets go watch enchanted again, Paul lets go to the esplanade! Beth drag me for any tamil
flick lol, i'll coming willingly. & Shah quick have holidays, we'll paint the town pink without anyone else.

& finally dec 12 is tomorrow... SF are you still attchd to TTSH?

i just realised im a blog fanatic, hey i never used to be interested lol. I can do html codes too, kudos to that.

"MissSmartyPants"