Hmmm

Ever had a dream that felt so real,
you could feel the pain and emotions?

Monday @ 4 i had a nightmare, i dont really get scary dreams.
None at all. My dreams have always been pleasant, whimsical and enlightening.

Its too freaky to recollect, cause i remember details of it too much,
its as if it really took place.

Waheguru ji ka khalsa Waheguru ji ki fateh

The dream involved everyone yet just me, i was the main piece.
I get killed though by this man that felt so familiar yet brings no similiarity to anyone.

It was a point blank shot to the head, which i felt, an excrutiating numbing pain(the feeling is disturbingly scary).

I got shot but didnt die, which was quite weird but im glad & the freaky thing was
the guy was content knowing he killed me, just me.

I dont get frazzled by dreams mostly but this one got me shaking i woke up in fear.
When i got out of that shock I remembered him, and so needed a hug, wanting to feel safe in his arms, to be coaxed and lulled back to a sweeter place.

Comprehend is not a word i'd want to use now, i dont want to comprehend the situation.

I have always known that a stressful environment leads to weird dreams, but i have not been stressed out.
Everythings great, going out with my darlings having a much loved annoying younger sis. Blissful. But hey dreams arent meant to make sense.

As freaky as it is im gonna loosen my grip on it and let it flow. Maybe those americans going berserk on a shooting spree entice the cells,
too much news and reading the papers.

I miss my darlings already, Vicky lets go watch enchanted again, Paul lets go to the esplanade! Beth drag me for any tamil
flick lol, i'll coming willingly. & Shah quick have holidays, we'll paint the town pink without anyone else.

& finally dec 12 is tomorrow... SF are you still attchd to TTSH?

i just realised im a blog fanatic, hey i never used to be interested lol. I can do html codes too, kudos to that.

"MissSmartyPants"

Indys' in INDIA! lOl, the rain kept me in a homely mood today. Diana has to hmmm erase Sandeep off her mind and i have to go for another manicure, I miss my darlings SF and JS.

Was out with Paul and Beth last weekend, went for dinner at town, met up with Vicky in Yishun and happily and classically late for the movie Enchanted, Ahhh P.Dempsey, Handsome bugger, how do you know he lovessss you.... I feeling sing songy lol. It was a gd show, left me and vicky feeling enchanted, for sure.

Went back to Beths and as usual got dragged off with Vicky. She is a handful, remind me to bring a duct tape for her and for me too, i cant never seem to shhhush up. :p I got a tattoo, courtesy of singtel lol... let me put up the picts. The rest are wit Paul.... Okie Back Hurts big time... Someone sit on it pls:P

Fuck Yes Im Fair again, lol

Went random this day, was out with nikky and indy for starbucks. I msgd them, describe me in two words, at the same time i forwarded to a few darlings. Wasnt feeling in the mood to have sent all my darlings lol. Sorry diearie-o's, anyways heres what i got.



Shah Iskander ~ Totally Awesome



Paul ~ Sincere, Happy



Vicky ~ Sweet Angel



Diana ~ Gem, Kind-Hearted



James ~ Extravagantly Sexy





So i guess my minimized clique replied sooner than Indy's.

~Sometimes we cant choose whom to love us but we can surely choose the ones we love~

twins/temple

Met My mum for lunch and too collect her meds, she finally got sick. Well she's pretty healthy and rarely falls ill, so its taking its toll now. Its bad, she sneezes and wheezes. lol

Mummy dearest i LoVe u. Get well soon.

And i finally got through to TTSH the freaking scan cost $500 hmmm... but after enquiring and everything i need only pay 160 i think I'm not sure, couldn't be bothered to hear really. Wont be the first time. Actually i think its a first. Ah pray for me darlings, nothing major pops up. ;)

Been thinking alot lately, impromptu thoughts....

Anyways here are the babes and me and simmy too...

Look at the cam darl not me, thats sonia.

Tania, just 14mths old.

Thats PHK 21 years and 9mths

W910i ~ I want this phone yes desperately, maybe i love the way it was publicize. lol.

Anyways Im feeling very contented and happy and satisfied. I dont know, im Happy, which is good. Shit there goes Hotel 81 again, Every ones not letting me go for the interview just cause its an Onan Rd, Geylang, hmmm, narrow minded, Lol. Im sure a better opportunity...

I guess im just happy, and nothing is getting in the way of this positiveness, ok maybe my FUCKING gum. Its really bleeding alot, and the plasma clots it so fast, phew.

Ok ok, 12 dec is arriving, and i really cant wait for xmas shopping to begin.

Picts from the other day...Fooling around @ suntec

PS: Nikky got me into a lame challenge and i obliged, we naming countries and im leading with 101 countries...

~Smile, its nicer to see a smile than a frown, make someones day, SMILE.~

'This love sick thing
I like serious relationships and a
A girl like me dont stay single for long
Cuz everytime a boyfriend and I break up
My world is crushed and I'm all alone
The love bug crawls right back up and bites me and I'm back
Can't help it
The girl can't help it
You got me trippin, stumbling, flippin, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love
You got me slippin, tumbling, sinking, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love So in love with you
So in love with you
So in love with you"

*I love this too no one.. No one deserves to be sad.
Sometimes i really just wanna give up. i do. At times it seems not worth the tears and frustration or the vacuous feeling. Cant help it i just dont take bullshit from anyone.

*Im sorry for what happened to balraj*. But karma. Its a pity that we couldnt have remained friends.

*Circumstances are such and no point feeling bad over it, happy screwing the random gals u meet.

Tired tired tired

My back sux major time....comes with the hmmm time of the month. Which u must 'felicitate' Mua, im going 5days, thats a record. lol. Hurray. Im sooo Lame man this days. Maybe my maternal instinct is starting to revive my cycle into its known self. Maybe i need Sheesha. Indy P, lets go, i wont care even if it Alangkara or whatever its called... Buzz me plssss.

Had the interview @ Milennia Walk today, CitiBank. Was ok, i talked well and gave a few examples that was used to spite the interviewers question, lol. So it was like answering my own questions. Hung out with Nikky @ Suntec. Had luncheon at delifrance, shopped then stopped by Starbucks as usual on the way back.

having green tea

;p
Having toffee nut latte again i think this is my 4th in this whole week.

My throat was ignorant on the earlier part of the day but its huskier now. erhh heemmm.

Anyways met a weird punjabi old man from india while i was admiring a hot pink bridal gown, he said in punjabi i look pretty and happy but i worry too much, he said to do my prayers and visit the gurdwara since its gurpurab. & then blatantly asked for donations specifically ten, i gave two bucks, i had yet to with draw cash and he was adamant on getting ten, but he gave up and believed me, and said it was fine, blessed me and left. Yes i did think it was weird the whole thing but hmm no but it was weird.


anyways here's the gown....

oh i wanna catch enchanted come on, book me guys if not im picking who im watching it with. lol. Still open for booking. Enchanted Only. lmao

~My arms are restless for your embrace~

Starbucks again...

Yes, its obvious, i love STARBUCKS. The aromatic coffee beans ignite my senses whipping me on soft creamy heavenly smelling mochaland. Tried the Pepper mint the other time, so i had the other one these round, hot toffee nut latte. Oh sensual, rich yet with a hint of kink that being the toffee. Oh the whip cream, i always decline whip cream. Which is good, =).

'People get banged all the time, whats the deal' that was my remark regarding Someone getting bumped into but i guess i said it bluntly so it sound crude, but isnt it the truth now, everyone gets a BANG once in a while :)

It always great meeting up with my darling Indy. She makes me clear my head especially knowing that they are people who can crush you.

Yes, the gum still bleeds its ok appt on the 12th dec, will hope its not serious now. N i dont mind an angiogram but id rather not have one this year.

Yes i finally by gods amazing grace found the Kirtan that i Fell in LOVE with. >> Meet chaloh, gur chalee. Oh great. Simply great now i sing and hum satisfyingly-lol

Talked about stuff, gossiped bitched and of cos i was very chatty, i glad i am. Arent i?

Yes SF i have once again turned into first lady, always busy. hehe. But im free now. Just got to book me in advance lol, but then again im also known to have very last minute plans.

Things i need to do:

1. Manicure
2. Cut my hair? Hmmm
3. Watch Enchanted
4. Watch an R21
5. Pedicure
6. Play Pool
7. Get Salman Rusdie
8. Watch more movies
9. Bowling with the gals
10. Meet up with SF & JS
11. Meet up with the MDIS Gang
12. Do voluntary work!
13. Visit the SPCA
14. Go for sheesha.with all my darlings on diff sessions ofcos
15. Watch movies with the different genres of friends.
16. Jogging!
17. READ the newspapers.
18. Stop sleeping late. 4am and getting up at 9 is only 5hrs which is bad...
19. Try to visit Aunt Shindy....been a while, i miss her like crazy, she's one who gives u the truth in ur face lol.
20. Talk less which is highly impossible.
21. Secretly wish as usual for better melons :P
22. Go shopping for clothes and dresses and lingerie's again :P
23. Go shoe shopping
24. Eat at Churassco Brazillian Restaurant.
25. Sacrifice time for my family.

Ok i should stop, gosh im tired already, this has to be my longest entry. Pheeeww, alright i'll sign off :P

~Love doesnt blind me it makes me even more inquisitive~