28 Aug 2010

Just and all me

When I love someone it's just one and I love with all my heart. I have found that someone yet I wonder to myself does he feel the same way I do.

Sometimes I imagine me attending his wedding. His perfect bride looking ever so beautiful nothing compared to me. The tall tanned punjabi girl from Singapore. It saddens me for I know well what the future holds. It restricts me and my desires. It forbids me of my love. Yes I am madly deeply n most definitely truly in love with him no other can sweep me off my feet or hold my heart in a pleasant delightful captive as he holds mine. But I know what the future holds. I see it molding into effect. My presence my need my love has seem too suffocating for him. I would never want him to ever feel compressed in anyway. Burden responsibility dignity is what few things I never want to impose on him. I'm the girl who will always smile even when there's no stars or sunshine in the day. I will be that sparkling star and I am that bright sunshine, for I know the one I love will love me right back as equal as an equilibrium. Life is like a sand glass once all the sand is down it's up to you to reverse it and experience moments Better than before. Always me pinky

15 Aug 2010

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sometimes i wonder am i important enough. cos i dont feel it. i mean honestly. im not expecting much not do i have expectation but from how i see it, im not important enuff. patriotism, nationalism and god knows what more. my heart is the purest of all.

im pinky remember the girl who will always smile. who was born smiling.

anyways sharing a few videos i love much =))


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