2007

The year has been proven to have been great with the twins around, my booby op, school ending, friends made, celebs viewing, hot guys eye washing, dating, family filled entertainment, friends company, lot of love went around my flirt level increased... lesson learnt, luck flourished, love found and lot, newbies and oldies. A good year that proved to be drastic in terms of time management showcasing my pace which was never ending... the people i meant and learnt more about each day. The love we shared the care sincerity hope and joy. The year that saw me blissfully happy with a tear or two.. The year that my heart left me and also the year that i realised alot of things finally.

Benazir Bhuttos death at the end of the year was certainly a shock, for me and all my darlings you guys know how much i adore the strength of the woman. May she rest in peace and may democracy blossom in her name.

Thanks Anuraj for coming to the gurdwara and having a meal, tea was great wasn't it. After you left the cohort of my family members who came asking me 'koun hai woh'... =) My days spend at the place i love to be has been graciously pleasing. I managed to make half a dozen people fall in pure bliss love with me. Well they did say my smile did something special to them. Hehe, i cant help it now can i? Im naturally a sweetly nice person. Smiling the year away. Shedding the sadness and departing the negativity at the same time. With the people whom i truly love dearly.

Passion filled with a touch of kink. May everyone who i have come across have a blessed year filled with joy love love love prosperity and may minds be made up and hearts get attached and smiles get returned with a bountiful of kisses and rain bowed filled rays with a touch of all things naughty sweet spicy and nice...

I love you truly and dearly & i have to let go sooner or later so i choose the first choice...

Thanks 2007, You've been a joy the entire 365 days. May 2008 be another awesome year.

To the people i love and also adore i love you guys even more, i love my mummy and my 2nd mummy and i recently just got adopted by an adopted mummy lol. Everyone wants me as a daughter...=) I'm fine with that just don't add the -in-law yet, Thanks. Muaxxx.

i know its has been a while since i have blogged about soocer, but seeing how manchester has flourished im some what inspired to write about the matching of paring up roony with nani and o'shea with ronaldo. Which seems to be doing brilliantly well with them leading with 2 goals from rooney and saha, rooneys goal was a beautiful deliverance from oshea which was itself brilliantly passed via the help of nani, even with defenders marking their every move they managed to keep the ball which obviously rooney sealed the deal. god i love soccer, yes some times its 'kelong' and that shit but a true Asian has got to love the ball game, lol.

anyways alil into myself, i received the greatest xmas present. when i went out with nik today i checked the mail, well my phone bill was waiting in the box.lol upon reaching home i checked the mail again, 4 hrs later. A brown envelope with my name on it full name was awaiting, i flicked the envelope, it felt like it had a card, i ripped the paper open and i saw my own face staring back at me, dumbfounded, it was my fucking ic!! flabbergasted, astonished, shocked, triumphant... whatever i was speechless, literally. 3months and i didnt realised i really really lost it, i stubbornly believed that i misplaced it in someplace of my home.. its the 2nd time i lost it this year and both times i got it back, God must really be smiling at me. =)

Ronaldo just scored his 17th goal this season, he is the highest scorer in the league. Awesome goal, awesome man! Shah shah shah sheesha we must go, im bored of movies, seen them shows with paul vicky beth, nikky, simmy, sf and js. so definitely no movies. And i didnt go clubbing on xmas either no point i would just see people i dont wanna meet and so avoided such. New years will be at the gurdwara like a good gal.. and i will be away from 27 28 29 30, so darlings catch me if u can alright or just wait till u guys get to book me next year k. Hong Kong or Bangkok for mums and dads 25th anny.. Indonesia for a wedding and Genting for a party filled time, post or pre birthday fever. lol. Im ok just with a part time job till September which is when HR commences..


For now, back to the game and hope more goals to come alright, and try not to think too much, harpreet is around, isn't she/he lol.

My blue nails

Auto Focusing with my latest samsung

See im a healthy Mac's Babe, u have the cheessy burger im everythg apple, an apple a day keeps the doctor away but if the doctors cute THROW the apple away.

to me its looks like the grinch trying to hump the raindeer(downright GAY:P) rather than an elf playing with the raindeer, dont blame me for notty thoughts blame the IRON :P

Mummy's treat-Peppermint Mocha....Oooh lala

Caught Alvin and the chippiemunkies at 1am last night, was hilarious...

I love u alvin, u too simon and YES YES Theodore u can sleep with me every night, and u wont have nightmares. Lol, i simply fell in love with them all over again, these three chipmunks have been my childhood besties, i still remember catching them on tv when i was 7, coming back from school and begging mummy to turn on the tv via the phone, she was at work and i was an honest kid and it never occurred in my mind to have sneak the teley on and become the sneaky one, lol. I did that nevertheless. Anyways thumbsup for the trio, alvin really reminds me of me, stubborn to the core, ignorance is our fame. Rock on lil bro, and yes yes yes i do wish my galfren was hot like u... LOL.. im just giving him the credit..

Ahaha, look at nikkys stunned face

Nikky eyes look like like haiz those innocent cat eyes

I simply cant get that eye look... Fcuk me small eyes

Harpreet

Elmo Baby & me

the meal

Goodness Me, i went Orchard Road again today, started my day at 7am, went to the market with nikky had breakfast, saw mummy off to work, got home at 93o Prepared food and made soy-salted paste(tau chu) fish(tenggiri) with chili.

Then Headed down to Suntec City with Kiranj, ate lunch at Pastamania, had Tuna Bacon Fiscelli which i only ate 35% and gave up. I dont know whats wrong but it was good, i requested extra spicy too.. hmmm anyways watched National Treasure 2 which wasnt as good as the first one but equally exciting though there were fewer moments that made u jump off ur seat. But good good anyways, enjoyed it, laughing and being merry. Went to get Mummy's gift and headed to Orchard Rd where we met up with mummy and again shamelessly did some shopping, Simmy came along too after 5 and Mummy spent alot that i know, (: It does feel good to do alittle retail therapy once in a while. Most of the time i was busy on the phone with Vicky who landed her 'coinbank' ass in trouble with two guys she's currently seeing.

ALL I WANT FOR XMAS

~Is My BOYFRIEND(with his pretty eyes) holding a puppy(preferably a toy poodle or a golden retriever :P) with a red ribbon tied around its neck to look like a gift, in one hand and clutching Jacobs Creeks' Pink Champagne in the other hand. Oh dream came through.~

Now thats what i really want for xmas oh and of cos world peace and eliminate poverty and child extortion, abuse against women, children, animal, nature.

its 4 am and i just logged on, im very tired, harpreet made me smile thanks, but im really tired trying on shoes on clothes, bags & stuffs, i mustve have NEts close to 600 today, bought a new digi cam as well, its nice, sleek black and a samsung with face recogntn too, im too tired too type what other gd function it has but i remember face rcog cos JD did an assignment on that, plus, am i the only one? or we really havent gotten our final terms results, shoudnt it be due already??

oh and happy raya haji sf, js, huda, samad, shah & jd plus all others whom i missed out.

im satisfied and btw iron is really making me 'alive'.

Oh my god.

oh gosh, its always a bliss to go out with my darling js and sf. i dont love you gals, i fucking love you guys.

i guess ultimately it comes down to whose around and who isnt, u babes have really been through thick and thin with me, even on my lowest self and my highest self. and yes i look forward to GEnting with suan and wandy too...

I need to get Shah to accompany me for the dinner with BAnks and her new temporary boyfriend. Its at Arab St and i could drag Indy P. along but shes flying off and all other males seem incompetent, so Shah ur the chosen one for the evening.

Heartbreak kid, was good, we did laugh alot, and the pink tree as like every year, cathay loves me, lol.

shit i was suppose to blog, sorry eveyone for not taking ur calls.

The weirdo keeps calling...

Lost my appetite thanks to the iron...

watching alvin & the chipmunks too later

....

i'll have fun, that i know, its whether i'll let myself have fun.

Yes Raj, next week its on, movie, ur choice im tagging along.



and i miss B, the time we did share i hate reminiscing the day but wtf.

~i really dont know what i want~

Hmmm

Ever had a dream that felt so real,
you could feel the pain and emotions?

Monday @ 4 i had a nightmare, i dont really get scary dreams.
None at all. My dreams have always been pleasant, whimsical and enlightening.

Its too freaky to recollect, cause i remember details of it too much,
its as if it really took place.

Waheguru ji ka khalsa Waheguru ji ki fateh

The dream involved everyone yet just me, i was the main piece.
I get killed though by this man that felt so familiar yet brings no similiarity to anyone.

It was a point blank shot to the head, which i felt, an excrutiating numbing pain(the feeling is disturbingly scary).

I got shot but didnt die, which was quite weird but im glad & the freaky thing was
the guy was content knowing he killed me, just me.

I dont get frazzled by dreams mostly but this one got me shaking i woke up in fear.
When i got out of that shock I remembered him, and so needed a hug, wanting to feel safe in his arms, to be coaxed and lulled back to a sweeter place.

Comprehend is not a word i'd want to use now, i dont want to comprehend the situation.

I have always known that a stressful environment leads to weird dreams, but i have not been stressed out.
Everythings great, going out with my darlings having a much loved annoying younger sis. Blissful. But hey dreams arent meant to make sense.

As freaky as it is im gonna loosen my grip on it and let it flow. Maybe those americans going berserk on a shooting spree entice the cells,
too much news and reading the papers.

I miss my darlings already, Vicky lets go watch enchanted again, Paul lets go to the esplanade! Beth drag me for any tamil
flick lol, i'll coming willingly. & Shah quick have holidays, we'll paint the town pink without anyone else.

& finally dec 12 is tomorrow... SF are you still attchd to TTSH?

i just realised im a blog fanatic, hey i never used to be interested lol. I can do html codes too, kudos to that.

"MissSmartyPants"

Indys' in INDIA! lOl, the rain kept me in a homely mood today. Diana has to hmmm erase Sandeep off her mind and i have to go for another manicure, I miss my darlings SF and JS.

Was out with Paul and Beth last weekend, went for dinner at town, met up with Vicky in Yishun and happily and classically late for the movie Enchanted, Ahhh P.Dempsey, Handsome bugger, how do you know he lovessss you.... I feeling sing songy lol. It was a gd show, left me and vicky feeling enchanted, for sure.

Went back to Beths and as usual got dragged off with Vicky. She is a handful, remind me to bring a duct tape for her and for me too, i cant never seem to shhhush up. :p I got a tattoo, courtesy of singtel lol... let me put up the picts. The rest are wit Paul.... Okie Back Hurts big time... Someone sit on it pls:P

Fuck Yes Im Fair again, lol

Went random this day, was out with nikky and indy for starbucks. I msgd them, describe me in two words, at the same time i forwarded to a few darlings. Wasnt feeling in the mood to have sent all my darlings lol. Sorry diearie-o's, anyways heres what i got.



Shah Iskander ~ Totally Awesome



Paul ~ Sincere, Happy



Vicky ~ Sweet Angel



Diana ~ Gem, Kind-Hearted



James ~ Extravagantly Sexy





So i guess my minimized clique replied sooner than Indy's.

~Sometimes we cant choose whom to love us but we can surely choose the ones we love~

twins/temple

Met My mum for lunch and too collect her meds, she finally got sick. Well she's pretty healthy and rarely falls ill, so its taking its toll now. Its bad, she sneezes and wheezes. lol

Mummy dearest i LoVe u. Get well soon.

And i finally got through to TTSH the freaking scan cost $500 hmmm... but after enquiring and everything i need only pay 160 i think I'm not sure, couldn't be bothered to hear really. Wont be the first time. Actually i think its a first. Ah pray for me darlings, nothing major pops up. ;)

Been thinking alot lately, impromptu thoughts....

Anyways here are the babes and me and simmy too...

Look at the cam darl not me, thats sonia.

Tania, just 14mths old.

Thats PHK 21 years and 9mths

W910i ~ I want this phone yes desperately, maybe i love the way it was publicize. lol.

Anyways Im feeling very contented and happy and satisfied. I dont know, im Happy, which is good. Shit there goes Hotel 81 again, Every ones not letting me go for the interview just cause its an Onan Rd, Geylang, hmmm, narrow minded, Lol. Im sure a better opportunity...

I guess im just happy, and nothing is getting in the way of this positiveness, ok maybe my FUCKING gum. Its really bleeding alot, and the plasma clots it so fast, phew.

Ok ok, 12 dec is arriving, and i really cant wait for xmas shopping to begin.

Picts from the other day...Fooling around @ suntec

PS: Nikky got me into a lame challenge and i obliged, we naming countries and im leading with 101 countries...

~Smile, its nicer to see a smile than a frown, make someones day, SMILE.~

'This love sick thing
I like serious relationships and a
A girl like me dont stay single for long
Cuz everytime a boyfriend and I break up
My world is crushed and I'm all alone
The love bug crawls right back up and bites me and I'm back
Can't help it
The girl can't help it
You got me trippin, stumbling, flippin, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love
You got me slippin, tumbling, sinking, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love So in love with you
So in love with you
So in love with you"

*I love this too no one.. No one deserves to be sad.
Sometimes i really just wanna give up. i do. At times it seems not worth the tears and frustration or the vacuous feeling. Cant help it i just dont take bullshit from anyone.

*Im sorry for what happened to balraj*. But karma. Its a pity that we couldnt have remained friends.

*Circumstances are such and no point feeling bad over it, happy screwing the random gals u meet.