Woah... Its precisely ten days since my last entry. I've never been this slow. I have been seriously busy. & I'm having alot of mixed feelings as well. About everything. I really dunnoe where to start. Should i even start to share. Will i ever grow accustom to it all. I am a sucker... for life, at the moment.
Checking up with ENT at 12pm.
I'm seriously getting mixed feelings. & i hate it, Pinky needs to be in control. Its kind of weird huh referring to yourself as a third party anyways I keep diverting especially when i find myself diving head first into a matter that i know has no boundaries. It might just open up old wounds. But I'm finally accepting although very slowly, the fact that I'm exposed to everything about you as much as I have exposed about myself. Which is scarcely. I'm getting alot of negative vibe from every one around me... & it doesn't suck that much. Cause its an eye opener... but the fucking heart has no eyes i guess... The parasite is still very much intact. Home Sweet Home.
Feel free to continue destroying my mind.
Did i ever ask for matters to be this complicated? I need Hyde Park, Bacardi & Royce. You could leave out the Bacardi if my behaviour seems inappropriate. I'm not laughing. There's moment in life, you cant ever seem to laugh off. Sucker No.2 I laugh to much anyway. But I'm smiling...
Its a necessity...smiling...
I soooooo wanna spill out to you but I'm refraining. Why, i really cant put my finger on it.
Anyways, sheesha people!!! Sheesha!!! About time!!!
Apparently Im getting married....I dreamt i got bitten by a snake and i awoke to find twin pimples on my jawline... Sucker No.3
Pinky-Im not a Princess Im A Queen(LOL)
