Head-Ache & Mild Heart Attack

I'm back home. Aaawyeah!! I love Sonia too much. So aptly, when we received the call from Cha' Bireh at 1230am, Monday morning, we were frantic. Sonia's in hospital. She choked on her milk. My heart beat was chaotic. It rose to a level of fear-driven. Just like accelerating a car up a hill. Its a task. She had me at hello-Jerry McGuire. Haha. Anyways she was asleep by the time we reached which was a quarter to one. No, no speeding was involved, the keyword is swiftly. I couldn't hold back my tears. I so had no control. They weren't gushing out, they flowed interminably out of my sockets. I am a sucka for Thania & Sonia, hell, i felt them move in Chachi's Tummy, i bumped into them when they were still inside, i even place a hand on her tummy and coax them, talking to the two & telling them tales... Its a special bonding. Seeing her peacefully asleep in her hospital cot, i was relieved but still was heavy heart. I've been there, done that. The oxygen tubes, the chaos... the BULLSHIT of emergency.

You do NOT ask the parents to take a queue number and wait for their number to show up when their one month old baby is choking, hardly breathing, flushed in redness and turning cold to wait. Hell she may stop breathing anytime. Jeepers Creepers man.

Emergency, why the fuck do we enter emergency unless its emergent??? Do excuse my french. I would have been 'Hitler' himself if i was present then. Smacking their medical heads too.

Anyways, bless Sonia for she doing great now. The anger part was probably more affected due to the lot of us channeling our sombre mood to anger. It happens. Its kinda like an adrenaline rush. We meaning me mummy & papa went back at 115am. Managed to sleep and woke at 8. I was back in the hospital by 10am, greeted by a very sleepy Chachi and a buzzed chacha. He just had coffee. Chachi being like most mother, fore go sleep to hunch on the side of the bed her daughter slept. She couldn't bring herself to leave Sonia's side. Its expected. Sonia was braver cause her mum had her hand on her heart all through the night. My chachi, a mother.

Oh you should see Sonia in the hospital dress. Its too big for her. lol. She was back to normal and was doing her routine stretching. She never does keep still. LOL. Here are the picts and moments we capture.

The 1st Night^

Soundly Asleep, A hint of a smile, don't u think


She Is toooo Cute^

The 'uniform' certainly is 3 sizes too big.

The parents & Sonia.

There lots more... Look-out for Sonia & Thania Blog! Akan Datang. With The Blessing & Permission from the Parents, It Shall Be Managed By The Angels, Simmy Pinky Nikky. Lol... Will Keep Y'all Posted...

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I will always love you....two