Guess it has been this long, im not used to pen down much, though i have a diary for him. lets say the memory space in my head is failing and i need a back up. its hard to be in my shoes, restrospectively speaking. i got to take bullshits thrown at me from north south east west. blogging has been a comforting way in a way for me, i dont need anyone to read it. i cld password enable it too. i just need to depend on an external storage rather relying on my poor memory.
if the brainiest mind mapper could map me out it would look like an intricate piece of artwork. stretching from personal to professional. closest to furthest. i need a huge hand to crane me out from where i am you know like how those crane moves boulders of cements to form a building, yeap pick me up like that and auto control me to where i would prefer to be the drop off point. at the moment, the BEST pace i can think of is china we all know why. or the top of the Eiffel tower. so i can scream my lungs out, as much as my lungs can capacitate.
Im probably intenetionally leading myself to starvation, one meal a day and all i had to day was cereal, i couldnt lie to sandip even if i wanted too. told him i ate cereal he said thats good, felt guilty so i went to kistchen and poured me milk and cereal for a brunch. then slept through lunch awake now to head to work but dinner doesnt come to mind. i think thats the only best thing about working night, you forget alot of things, people in your life, you lose track of the days and the dates, you work the owl shift get home fall flat to sleep and awake at 6 or 7pm so meaning to say one sleeps through breakfast and lunch. dinner is subjective, i dont why my body doesnt need food and maybe i dont hear my head well enough too, i dont know, but i drink yes, my fluids, i take water, chilled green tea occasional coffee and tea.
28 Apr 2010
29 Jan 2010
=)
Aloha...
i know i have been forgetting my blog's existence. But honestly, work and life is really busy.
Work is good! awesome infact, geting compliments and well incentives and recogintion too.
life is fantastic even without Sandip here, its been a lot busy... finding a new home... getting ready for Di's wedding this october... picking outfits for him and me. and well id still love to end the day with sandip by my side and a warm cup of coffee.
Im pretty keen on the double degree Singapore Institute of Management is offering in Economic managment and Psycology. But its a whopping 77K. Fooo Yooo. :P
Maybe i will just take my bachelors in Nepal. Just maybe.
Sf and me are super zealous for the upcoming vacation hopefully to US! Wheeee..... fingers crossed.
Love
phk
i know i have been forgetting my blog's existence. But honestly, work and life is really busy.
Work is good! awesome infact, geting compliments and well incentives and recogintion too.
life is fantastic even without Sandip here, its been a lot busy... finding a new home... getting ready for Di's wedding this october... picking outfits for him and me. and well id still love to end the day with sandip by my side and a warm cup of coffee.
Im pretty keen on the double degree Singapore Institute of Management is offering in Economic managment and Psycology. But its a whopping 77K. Fooo Yooo. :P
Maybe i will just take my bachelors in Nepal. Just maybe.
Sf and me are super zealous for the upcoming vacation hopefully to US! Wheeee..... fingers crossed.
Love
phk
21 Dec 2009
India & Nepal
♥
India was WOW. I didnt much like it. But i Love Amritsar!!!!
Nepal is as amazing as always.
♥
Love from a distant
phk
22 Nov 2009
today is not a good day
im mean im positive and all as always the day started normally...
i just feel somber... rethinking episodes i let pass without exposing my emotions. u know like when you shrugged away the feelings, tuck it in some corner while lets say these feelings are creeping back into the center stage of your life.
maybe the low began when the nose bled for a good wasted 35 min or so or more i fuck care now :P i stood over the sink and drip drip drip..did everything pinching tilt head up it got worst and bubbled its way out :)
nothing new, nothing new. ur used to it. endure. you know wat to expect. deal with it. i know i know...its just makes me so feeble, energy is lost...sadness takes over the emotion so fast and there i am looking at my reflection with my nose and its uncontrollable bleeding. im going to loose it soon i know/ like i said i know the answer what i dont know is when. which from the beginning was a phrase to i know im gonna go i just dont know when.. :) there nikky and everyone else who reads my msn shout-out
how i feel now.... pathetic..
pathetic enough to say ....the doctor and his patient. :(
its just not my day today..... when will pinky come back... i dunnoe. bring her back. i miss her too. the pinky that braves through all obstacles
i just feel somber... rethinking episodes i let pass without exposing my emotions. u know like when you shrugged away the feelings, tuck it in some corner while lets say these feelings are creeping back into the center stage of your life.
maybe the low began when the nose bled for a good wasted 35 min or so or more i fuck care now :P i stood over the sink and drip drip drip..did everything pinching tilt head up it got worst and bubbled its way out :)
nothing new, nothing new. ur used to it. endure. you know wat to expect. deal with it. i know i know...its just makes me so feeble, energy is lost...sadness takes over the emotion so fast and there i am looking at my reflection with my nose and its uncontrollable bleeding. im going to loose it soon i know/ like i said i know the answer what i dont know is when. which from the beginning was a phrase to i know im gonna go i just dont know when.. :) there nikky and everyone else who reads my msn shout-out
how i feel now.... pathetic..
pathetic enough to say ....the doctor and his patient. :(
its just not my day today..... when will pinky come back... i dunnoe. bring her back. i miss her too. the pinky that braves through all obstacles
5 Nov 2009
23 Oct 2009
Travel Plans
ok.
finally this template is pretty simple.
tickets are all ready for india and nepal, visas too. flying air india. hope no strikes or any mishap happens, am meeting love. and we are going to Golden Temple too. Amritsar, with love. more than i can ask for, Taj Mahal too, just two hours from delhi. fingers crossed.
transiting in Bangalore for 5 hrs, i might just head ard the city for some fantabulous shot with my Canon EOS, the airport is a newly strutured one, and i will be fine. look sikhni enough. got punjabi suits packed already too. well not literally packed yet as im still looking for the perfect red hard cover super durable plastic made luggage. :)
so india and nepal awaits me this november.
sf is really keen on going U.S next year, so i will wanna go too since JS is off to HK next year.
me and sf together, imagine the 2 wackos travelling gonna be great fun back packing with her.
there seem to be some things i have been pushing a side. maybe career wise but mostly life wise.
another day another blog, for now just to let you know, my Canon EOS is travelling Europe, i borrowed it to my aunt and uncle who went for the trip of 21 days, venice, rome, paris, zurich and london. :) i love them enough to loan them my Canon.
So sit tight and await my glorious picts from my trip. and of cos love too... god knows i miss him so.
work=tiring
life=blissful
love=cant get enough
pinky= your sunshine
sandip=my mate for life
finally this template is pretty simple.
tickets are all ready for india and nepal, visas too. flying air india. hope no strikes or any mishap happens, am meeting love. and we are going to Golden Temple too. Amritsar, with love. more than i can ask for, Taj Mahal too, just two hours from delhi. fingers crossed.
transiting in Bangalore for 5 hrs, i might just head ard the city for some fantabulous shot with my Canon EOS, the airport is a newly strutured one, and i will be fine. look sikhni enough. got punjabi suits packed already too. well not literally packed yet as im still looking for the perfect red hard cover super durable plastic made luggage. :)
so india and nepal awaits me this november.
sf is really keen on going U.S next year, so i will wanna go too since JS is off to HK next year.
me and sf together, imagine the 2 wackos travelling gonna be great fun back packing with her.
there seem to be some things i have been pushing a side. maybe career wise but mostly life wise.
another day another blog, for now just to let you know, my Canon EOS is travelling Europe, i borrowed it to my aunt and uncle who went for the trip of 21 days, venice, rome, paris, zurich and london. :) i love them enough to loan them my Canon.
So sit tight and await my glorious picts from my trip. and of cos love too... god knows i miss him so.
work=tiring
life=blissful
love=cant get enough
pinky= your sunshine
sandip=my mate for life
20 Sept 2009
Novels...& me
I've completed the twilight saga in a month, although i was really banking to start reading the last compilation only next year, i dont know, i just dont want the story to end, its something about bella and edward, and of cos love sick without sandip around. :) anyways, am reading the tenth child and my sisters keeper. Its jodi picoult this round. then flying off to Delhi this Nov. Amritsar before Ktm with my love ♥. :) anyways that above is my twilight inspired pic. hot huh. lol. i know im full of it. i make heads turn...although not always for the gd reasons :D heeh
nothing much else, im the top upseller of august, yeappie!! watched dil bole hadippa and the ugly truth! both damn good. lol, click click.
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