Welcome me back

Hello, im realising my blogs template is so love sick, highly unlike me. :P

Need a new skin,

anyways SINGAPORE turned 44 yesterday. Happy belated birthday...

alot on my mind... then again not entirely sure whats on my mind. :)

im happy, im tired, im sad, im frustrated, im confused, im paranoid, i miss my ladies, i miss my baby, imiss all of lifes simple things. The things that always make me smile. Simple things that i have since ignored, like how the cloud moves, the cool breeze on my face. Music in the backgrd. His hand clasped in mine. Soft brushes of kisses on my damn cheeks, that voice that says, your tears are precious like diamonds, please dont use them. :) BINGO terribly love sick.

Im not really, im just getting confused and that im so, i miss the relevant key factors that are truly missing. :) i need a break.

♥

life has its own moments, sometimes its beyond our calibre or even exceeding our capabilities with what it expect or most probably deprived of.

Its a simple 4 letter word often used to describe what we have gone through, mistakes we make, love we have shared, disappointment, happiness, anger, its descriptive. Life simply as how i see it is an individual novel each of us have, we create the pages and we path the way for the beginning and end of each chapter, the ink as our hard work, the words as our description on our experience, a form of out pour of realization.

eklai basda -----aruna lama.mp3 -

eklai basda -----aruna lama.mp3 -

~♥~
Baby translated this song for me, I have to say the lyrics are powerful! each and every word sung. A melodious tune soothful to the ear

Life ♥...

Its all about waiting for the opportunity to pass by,

some are lucky enough, wealth they are born with... things like travel, education, everything comes easy for the loaded. fancy cars... etc etc .

Im not complaining, i never will, I lead a comfortable life, its the ups and downs I have learnt to live with, with my family..those words i mumbled to mum at a pathetis age of 5. Which till today carries its load on my shoulders.

I would like to study, would like to help my family out, would like to be with sandip, my heart beat, but i fail to realise theres only one me with the pathetic tiring job Im in. Working at CPCA has been fun in the beginning, being new to the industry i have picked up alot, many has left well they know what to expect from a company. Which i have begab to see flaws in wat my baby quoates the glam world.. I dont want it.. it hampers my life. time for frens, baby, family everything is restricted.

But for now, i will just swallow my dislike for i have to help mum out for a while. clear up my leave for Nepal Part II
anyways.

Im loving life

Have the MRI ON 17/06/09

I might switch it around to a later date...

love u SA and my darlings~


PHK
~alot on the mind~

tonight!!!!

Man utd vs Arsenal!!

Arshavins not playing.

=)

OOH such a bid for Ribery eh!
Well will try to catch the match these morning from work it self.

and the derby at lau pat sar this weekend too...

Go United!!!!

i CUT my hair!!!!!

Finally got rid off my foxy sexy curly locks!!!

As of 400pm on the 1/05/09!!!

Gosh i look so demure!!!! Innocent hor!!! :P

~phk & sa~