today is not a good day

im mean im positive and all as always the day started normally...

i just feel somber... rethinking episodes i let pass without exposing my emotions. u know like when you shrugged away the feelings, tuck it in some corner while lets say these feelings are creeping back into the center stage of your life.

maybe the low began when the nose bled for a good wasted 35 min or so or more i fuck care now :P i stood over the sink and drip drip drip..did everything pinching tilt head up it got worst and bubbled its way out :)

nothing new, nothing new. ur used to it. endure. you know wat to expect. deal with it. i know i know...its just makes me so feeble, energy is lost...sadness takes over the emotion so fast and there i am looking at my reflection with my nose and its uncontrollable bleeding. im going to loose it soon i know/ like i said i know the answer what i dont know is when. which from the beginning was a phrase to i know im gonna go i just dont know when.. :) there nikky and everyone else who reads my msn shout-out



how i feel now.... pathetic..

pathetic enough to say ....the doctor and his patient. :(

its just not my day today..... when will pinky come back... i dunnoe. bring her back. i miss her too. the pinky that braves through all obstacles

<3

Travel Plans

ok.

finally this template is pretty simple.

tickets are all ready for india and nepal, visas too. flying air india. hope no strikes or any mishap happens, am meeting love. and we are going to Golden Temple too. Amritsar, with love. more than i can ask for, Taj Mahal too, just two hours from delhi. fingers crossed.

transiting in Bangalore for 5 hrs, i might just head ard the city for some fantabulous shot with my Canon EOS, the airport is a newly strutured one, and i will be fine. look sikhni enough. got punjabi suits packed already too. well not literally packed yet as im still looking for the perfect red hard cover super durable plastic made luggage. :)

so india and nepal awaits me this november.

sf is really keen on going U.S next year, so i will wanna go too since JS is off to HK next year.
me and sf together, imagine the 2 wackos travelling gonna be great fun back packing with her.

there seem to be some things i have been pushing a side. maybe career wise but mostly life wise.
another day another blog, for now just to let you know, my Canon EOS is travelling Europe, i borrowed it to my aunt and uncle who went for the trip of 21 days, venice, rome, paris, zurich and london. :) i love them enough to loan them my Canon.

So sit tight and await my glorious picts from my trip. and of cos love too... god knows i miss him so.


work=tiring
life=blissful
love=cant get enough
pinky= your sunshine
sandip=my mate for life

Novels...& me

I've completed the twilight saga in a month, although i was really banking to start reading the last compilation only next year, i dont know, i just dont want the story to end, its something about bella and edward, and of cos love sick without sandip around. :) anyways, am reading the tenth child and my sisters keeper. Its jodi picoult this round. then flying off to Delhi this Nov. Amritsar before Ktm with my love ♥. :) anyways that above is my twilight inspired pic. hot huh. lol. i know im full of it. i make heads turn...although not always for the gd reasons :D heeh

nothing much else, im the top upseller of august, yeappie!! watched dil bole hadippa and the ugly truth! both damn good. lol, click click.

i love him

Welcome me back

Hello, im realising my blogs template is so love sick, highly unlike me. :P

Need a new skin,

anyways SINGAPORE turned 44 yesterday. Happy belated birthday...

alot on my mind... then again not entirely sure whats on my mind. :)

im happy, im tired, im sad, im frustrated, im confused, im paranoid, i miss my ladies, i miss my baby, imiss all of lifes simple things. The things that always make me smile. Simple things that i have since ignored, like how the cloud moves, the cool breeze on my face. Music in the backgrd. His hand clasped in mine. Soft brushes of kisses on my damn cheeks, that voice that says, your tears are precious like diamonds, please dont use them. :) BINGO terribly love sick.

Im not really, im just getting confused and that im so, i miss the relevant key factors that are truly missing. :) i need a break.

♥

life has its own moments, sometimes its beyond our calibre or even exceeding our capabilities with what it expect or most probably deprived of.

Its a simple 4 letter word often used to describe what we have gone through, mistakes we make, love we have shared, disappointment, happiness, anger, its descriptive. Life simply as how i see it is an individual novel each of us have, we create the pages and we path the way for the beginning and end of each chapter, the ink as our hard work, the words as our description on our experience, a form of out pour of realization.

eklai basda -----aruna lama.mp3 -

eklai basda -----aruna lama.mp3 -

~♥~
Baby translated this song for me, I have to say the lyrics are powerful! each and every word sung. A melodious tune soothful to the ear