'This love sick thing
I like serious relationships and a
A girl like me dont stay single for long
Cuz everytime a boyfriend and I break up
My world is crushed and I'm all alone
The love bug crawls right back up and bites me and I'm back
Can't help it
The girl can't help it
You got me trippin, stumbling, flippin, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love
You got me slippin, tumbling, sinking, fumbling
Clumsy cuz I'm fallin in love So in love with you
So in love with you
So in love with you"

*I love this too no one.. No one deserves to be sad.
Sometimes i really just wanna give up. i do. At times it seems not worth the tears and frustration or the vacuous feeling. Cant help it i just dont take bullshit from anyone.

*Im sorry for what happened to balraj*. But karma. Its a pity that we couldnt have remained friends.

*Circumstances are such and no point feeling bad over it, happy screwing the random gals u meet.

Tired tired tired

My back sux major time....comes with the hmmm time of the month. Which u must 'felicitate' Mua, im going 5days, thats a record. lol. Hurray. Im sooo Lame man this days. Maybe my maternal instinct is starting to revive my cycle into its known self. Maybe i need Sheesha. Indy P, lets go, i wont care even if it Alangkara or whatever its called... Buzz me plssss.

Had the interview @ Milennia Walk today, CitiBank. Was ok, i talked well and gave a few examples that was used to spite the interviewers question, lol. So it was like answering my own questions. Hung out with Nikky @ Suntec. Had luncheon at delifrance, shopped then stopped by Starbucks as usual on the way back.

having green tea

;p
Having toffee nut latte again i think this is my 4th in this whole week.

My throat was ignorant on the earlier part of the day but its huskier now. erhh heemmm.

Anyways met a weird punjabi old man from india while i was admiring a hot pink bridal gown, he said in punjabi i look pretty and happy but i worry too much, he said to do my prayers and visit the gurdwara since its gurpurab. & then blatantly asked for donations specifically ten, i gave two bucks, i had yet to with draw cash and he was adamant on getting ten, but he gave up and believed me, and said it was fine, blessed me and left. Yes i did think it was weird the whole thing but hmm no but it was weird.


anyways here's the gown....

oh i wanna catch enchanted come on, book me guys if not im picking who im watching it with. lol. Still open for booking. Enchanted Only. lmao

~My arms are restless for your embrace~

Starbucks again...

Yes, its obvious, i love STARBUCKS. The aromatic coffee beans ignite my senses whipping me on soft creamy heavenly smelling mochaland. Tried the Pepper mint the other time, so i had the other one these round, hot toffee nut latte. Oh sensual, rich yet with a hint of kink that being the toffee. Oh the whip cream, i always decline whip cream. Which is good, =).

'People get banged all the time, whats the deal' that was my remark regarding Someone getting bumped into but i guess i said it bluntly so it sound crude, but isnt it the truth now, everyone gets a BANG once in a while :)

It always great meeting up with my darling Indy. She makes me clear my head especially knowing that they are people who can crush you.

Yes, the gum still bleeds its ok appt on the 12th dec, will hope its not serious now. N i dont mind an angiogram but id rather not have one this year.

Yes i finally by gods amazing grace found the Kirtan that i Fell in LOVE with. >> Meet chaloh, gur chalee. Oh great. Simply great now i sing and hum satisfyingly-lol

Talked about stuff, gossiped bitched and of cos i was very chatty, i glad i am. Arent i?

Yes SF i have once again turned into first lady, always busy. hehe. But im free now. Just got to book me in advance lol, but then again im also known to have very last minute plans.

Things i need to do:

1. Manicure
2. Cut my hair? Hmmm
3. Watch Enchanted
4. Watch an R21
5. Pedicure
6. Play Pool
7. Get Salman Rusdie
8. Watch more movies
9. Bowling with the gals
10. Meet up with SF & JS
11. Meet up with the MDIS Gang
12. Do voluntary work!
13. Visit the SPCA
14. Go for sheesha.with all my darlings on diff sessions ofcos
15. Watch movies with the different genres of friends.
16. Jogging!
17. READ the newspapers.
18. Stop sleeping late. 4am and getting up at 9 is only 5hrs which is bad...
19. Try to visit Aunt Shindy....been a while, i miss her like crazy, she's one who gives u the truth in ur face lol.
20. Talk less which is highly impossible.
21. Secretly wish as usual for better melons :P
22. Go shopping for clothes and dresses and lingerie's again :P
23. Go shoe shopping
24. Eat at Churassco Brazillian Restaurant.
25. Sacrifice time for my family.

Ok i should stop, gosh im tired already, this has to be my longest entry. Pheeeww, alright i'll sign off :P

~Love doesnt blind me it makes me even more inquisitive~

Amar & Sonia

Tania in the dress Mummy bought.

Heres what Shah says of Me.....

Like i said you are Filial.. U might have Flings but not in wrong intentions.. Mostly friendly purpose only... You are very Friendly yet emotional at times... u get heart broken sometimes... You expect alot of this but does not really happen to ur expectations.... YOu miss him alot.. expects him to call you ever single time you think of him but he does not... it feels frustrating yet.


Emotional can be many ways sweet for u. u like to keep all ur problems within urself and hide it by laughing it off...or loving careCan see that since the first day i met u, thats ur Facade.


And he only inferred this from observing me, lol.


Interesting, Hardip thinks wrongly of me and jeeten, i fail to understand how people can be so narrow minded.

I do think i wanna marry soon lol, maybe in 4yrs type, lol. Cant stand kids these days, especially the twins, they are so infectious.


Its like falling in love over & over again.

Sweetly Mischievious/Tania

Shes looking out for my darling too. =)/Sonia

Went for the diwali dinner on saturday..


Might be getting the citibank job just till sept 08 before i begin the graduates diploma in hr.

Met Jeten finally, we live so close but never got the chance to bump into each other but we always meet when we club, lol, but not the place to talk. Different sets of friends music, so its always smiles. He noticed i wasnt talking as much as i used too. i dont know, somethings just change. Or maybe i just wasnt in the mood...=)

& no to Port Dickson. Im skipping it. 29 30 31dec those dates i really cant, got prayers. U go ahead and enjoyRaj, take picts!!! Have fun. ;)


November-The month with most of my darlings bday. Happy year older people!

SF when does ur attachment end?

Dec 9-Results

Dec 12-Scan, Fingers crossed

Dont ask me why nikky made a face, i dont know.

Paramjit & Harpreet (Parveens idea-for the flower)


Parveen & Harpreet


{oh, im a victim of cat eyes}

~'Somethings arent worth wiping that beautiful smile off your face', as said by an Anonymous Darling~

From what i can remember. Oh and i drink smart. lol

>Pinky
>Vicky
>Carol
>Paul
>Terry
>Samad
>Mini
>Prissy
>Raja
>Hari
>Beth
>Huda

Those were the ones that made it. Oh god, HARI came and vicky spilled the beans.
Mini & Vicky went haywired aka chaotic after just 1 glass of bacardi.

Day One - anuRaj came(Happy Training), bbqued, talked cock, raja came with HARI aka tripper. Drank with the lot, guys ur truly madly deeply long island sucked, nothing beats carlsberg sahred with raja and hari lol. Did kisses with the gals. . Lol. Ate marshmellow from Carols mouth. Vicky attempting to get to know my other pinky... well she was already high and hung around me everywhere. Mini managed to take her burden off her shoulder and i silently wish i was somewhere else rocking in a less creaking bed. How the f* do others do it on that horrible creaky bed, we can only wonder.

Day two - Suntanning, me and the sun dont go well together, i was in shades and covered in towel after ten mins of pure morning exposure. Watched Terry's insightful videos, ah.......ah.......ah..ah..ah..ah.ah ah ah. lmao. Went to the beach suntanned while walking on sand, finding interesting thingys. Got back shopped, bbqued again, watch dvds, vintage collection, lol, Raja and samad went drinking we followed me and vicky. Raja mention Balraj. Now HOW the FUCK he knows him is not a mystery, that bitch has a CB mouth, she cant take the truth that Balraj met me and he liked me and she went begging but got bitchslapped. Vicky knew what i knew, i merely told raja, its a small world.

So fuck it... I dont care. Hate me all u want, but we know who gets fucked up miserably in the end. I meant it sarcastically.

Day 3- Last day. Slept till 10, terry tapped me awake, lol. Pinky, breakfast time. Lol. Skip the events, Went Whitesands with Vicky. Talked again. Went shopping. Talked to Shah, Jeeten gets dissapointed again. And i just dont want to bother anymore...

~~~

Why do i feel jealousy pinching me softly?

Muacks to the people i will never stop kissing in my entire life...Shah included!

Will put the picts as soon as i get them.

~When reality makes you see sense, its suddenly not worth it at all~

Whew

oh fuck...

...

where do i even start

Exams are done, now slack and wait for the results....

Diwali countdown was great being with the ones you love and loves you. Got back at 430am watch the match at 5 slept at six and then woke up at ten on diwali to a brief open house thing.

Diwali was good, Anoop I hope you had a good diwali as well.

I was drenched dancing with the gals and guys. Arvin was high, lol, dancing with him swaying around, the french guy who turned me round and round. =) Pics are all on facebook.