im mean im positive and all as always the day started normally...
i just feel somber... rethinking episodes i let pass without exposing my emotions. u know like when you shrugged away the feelings, tuck it in some corner while lets say these feelings are creeping back into the center stage of your life.
maybe the low began when the nose bled for a good wasted 35 min or so or more i fuck care now :P i stood over the sink and drip drip drip..did everything pinching tilt head up it got worst and bubbled its way out :)
nothing new, nothing new. ur used to it. endure. you know wat to expect. deal with it. i know i know...its just makes me so feeble, energy is lost...sadness takes over the emotion so fast and there i am looking at my reflection with my nose and its uncontrollable bleeding. im going to loose it soon i know/ like i said i know the answer what i dont know is when. which from the beginning was a phrase to i know im gonna go i just dont know when.. :) there nikky and everyone else who reads my msn shout-out
how i feel now.... pathetic..
pathetic enough to say ....the doctor and his patient. :(
its just not my day today..... when will pinky come back... i dunnoe. bring her back. i miss her too. the pinky that braves through all obstacles
