India & Nepal

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India was WOW. I didnt much like it. But i Love Amritsar!!!!

Nepal is as amazing as always.

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Love from a distant
phk

today is not a good day

im mean im positive and all as always the day started normally...

i just feel somber... rethinking episodes i let pass without exposing my emotions. u know like when you shrugged away the feelings, tuck it in some corner while lets say these feelings are creeping back into the center stage of your life.

maybe the low began when the nose bled for a good wasted 35 min or so or more i fuck care now :P i stood over the sink and drip drip drip..did everything pinching tilt head up it got worst and bubbled its way out :)

nothing new, nothing new. ur used to it. endure. you know wat to expect. deal with it. i know i know...its just makes me so feeble, energy is lost...sadness takes over the emotion so fast and there i am looking at my reflection with my nose and its uncontrollable bleeding. im going to loose it soon i know/ like i said i know the answer what i dont know is when. which from the beginning was a phrase to i know im gonna go i just dont know when.. :) there nikky and everyone else who reads my msn shout-out



how i feel now.... pathetic..

pathetic enough to say ....the doctor and his patient. :(

its just not my day today..... when will pinky come back... i dunnoe. bring her back. i miss her too. the pinky that braves through all obstacles

<3

Travel Plans

ok.

finally this template is pretty simple.

tickets are all ready for india and nepal, visas too. flying air india. hope no strikes or any mishap happens, am meeting love. and we are going to Golden Temple too. Amritsar, with love. more than i can ask for, Taj Mahal too, just two hours from delhi. fingers crossed.

transiting in Bangalore for 5 hrs, i might just head ard the city for some fantabulous shot with my Canon EOS, the airport is a newly strutured one, and i will be fine. look sikhni enough. got punjabi suits packed already too. well not literally packed yet as im still looking for the perfect red hard cover super durable plastic made luggage. :)

so india and nepal awaits me this november.

sf is really keen on going U.S next year, so i will wanna go too since JS is off to HK next year.
me and sf together, imagine the 2 wackos travelling gonna be great fun back packing with her.

there seem to be some things i have been pushing a side. maybe career wise but mostly life wise.
another day another blog, for now just to let you know, my Canon EOS is travelling Europe, i borrowed it to my aunt and uncle who went for the trip of 21 days, venice, rome, paris, zurich and london. :) i love them enough to loan them my Canon.

So sit tight and await my glorious picts from my trip. and of cos love too... god knows i miss him so.


work=tiring
life=blissful
love=cant get enough
pinky= your sunshine
sandip=my mate for life

Novels...& me

I've completed the twilight saga in a month, although i was really banking to start reading the last compilation only next year, i dont know, i just dont want the story to end, its something about bella and edward, and of cos love sick without sandip around. :) anyways, am reading the tenth child and my sisters keeper. Its jodi picoult this round. then flying off to Delhi this Nov. Amritsar before Ktm with my love ♥. :) anyways that above is my twilight inspired pic. hot huh. lol. i know im full of it. i make heads turn...although not always for the gd reasons :D heeh

nothing much else, im the top upseller of august, yeappie!! watched dil bole hadippa and the ugly truth! both damn good. lol, click click.

i love him

Welcome me back

Hello, im realising my blogs template is so love sick, highly unlike me. :P

Need a new skin,

anyways SINGAPORE turned 44 yesterday. Happy belated birthday...

alot on my mind... then again not entirely sure whats on my mind. :)

im happy, im tired, im sad, im frustrated, im confused, im paranoid, i miss my ladies, i miss my baby, imiss all of lifes simple things. The things that always make me smile. Simple things that i have since ignored, like how the cloud moves, the cool breeze on my face. Music in the backgrd. His hand clasped in mine. Soft brushes of kisses on my damn cheeks, that voice that says, your tears are precious like diamonds, please dont use them. :) BINGO terribly love sick.

Im not really, im just getting confused and that im so, i miss the relevant key factors that are truly missing. :) i need a break.

♥

life has its own moments, sometimes its beyond our calibre or even exceeding our capabilities with what it expect or most probably deprived of.

Its a simple 4 letter word often used to describe what we have gone through, mistakes we make, love we have shared, disappointment, happiness, anger, its descriptive. Life simply as how i see it is an individual novel each of us have, we create the pages and we path the way for the beginning and end of each chapter, the ink as our hard work, the words as our description on our experience, a form of out pour of realization.

eklai basda -----aruna lama.mp3 -

eklai basda -----aruna lama.mp3 -

~♥~
Baby translated this song for me, I have to say the lyrics are powerful! each and every word sung. A melodious tune soothful to the ear

Life ♥...

Its all about waiting for the opportunity to pass by,

some are lucky enough, wealth they are born with... things like travel, education, everything comes easy for the loaded. fancy cars... etc etc .

Im not complaining, i never will, I lead a comfortable life, its the ups and downs I have learnt to live with, with my family..those words i mumbled to mum at a pathetis age of 5. Which till today carries its load on my shoulders.

I would like to study, would like to help my family out, would like to be with sandip, my heart beat, but i fail to realise theres only one me with the pathetic tiring job Im in. Working at CPCA has been fun in the beginning, being new to the industry i have picked up alot, many has left well they know what to expect from a company. Which i have begab to see flaws in wat my baby quoates the glam world.. I dont want it.. it hampers my life. time for frens, baby, family everything is restricted.

But for now, i will just swallow my dislike for i have to help mum out for a while. clear up my leave for Nepal Part II
anyways.

Im loving life

Have the MRI ON 17/06/09

I might switch it around to a later date...

love u SA and my darlings~


PHK
~alot on the mind~

tonight!!!!

Man utd vs Arsenal!!

Arshavins not playing.

=)

OOH such a bid for Ribery eh!
Well will try to catch the match these morning from work it self.

and the derby at lau pat sar this weekend too...

Go United!!!!

i CUT my hair!!!!!

Finally got rid off my foxy sexy curly locks!!!

As of 400pm on the 1/05/09!!!

Gosh i look so demure!!!! Innocent hor!!! :P

~phk & sa~

My all

My lips are sealed
My heart sewn close
It keeps inside the soul
I value the most

The journey has been smooth
As together we delicate those bumps
With each passing day
Together through times
Steady and strong
Both leading the way

A man like you is impossible to find
One who can look me in the eye and say "You Are Mine"

There are many bits she adores of him
Which words would not suffice any

A bold and daring face kept hidden
A fragile beating heart yearning in someway
Beaming yet almost falling apart not until
He became apart of my heart

Never would I forget
Holding onto your face
'Sandip I am not DISappointed'
Were words that fell right into place

A nervous beating heart
Thinking 'God I am late'
Time could have stoped the moment, you turned
As if you knew you'd be seeing my face

These are but words i try to fit
To tell a simple short tale of my heart beat

To my baby
the one i want to have and hold
the one whos tolerated my so called bold mind
the one who sees the real me
the one who has cleared my closet of its skeletons
the one i look upto and just know....

I Love You

my all
my everything
my sa

~Pinky~

you
i love more each day

the passing wind the air it brings

carries my love all the way
im troubled by your silence

the quietness within...

thoughts i cant fathom

situations that i wont let happen
trust me baby

for we will make it through

as different as i may be

i know im for you

~pinky

N E P A L 2009

good-god! spectacular, marvellous. loved.

Nepal was bliss at every turn even not so smooth moments. Pokhara to Nagarkot to Patan to seeing the putline of Everest from Nagarkot, to meeting Baby's family and friends. To meeting lots of different people, learning new things and gaining additional knowledge.

Nepal was a beauty itself having bestowed upon the valleys, mountains rose high, lakes running deep, we went for boating a total of 3 times. twice at Phewa Lake and once at Begnas Lake. I simply loved Nepal! Majestically Serene, Chaotic Kathmandu to Subtle Pokhara!

PS: tonnes of albums are all up on Facebook! Cheerios!

~phk&sa~

18=02=09

~NEPAL~

i cant wait... 26th march - 8th april....

with my baby SA. Simmy and Sukhbir too.

=D

x o x o

Pinky

You make it real for me

'Lucky'

About 48 days. Counting down to my love.

lucky im in love with my best friend

Cup Cakes!!!!

The french curve in hair do. Dora's Master piece :P

~Phk/Sa~

CNY

~Phk/23 Jan~

Savvy Eh??

I got one for Nik as well! I liked the knitted back.

Isnt time flying so fast by... JS is in Indo and SF dyed her hair red! We just counted down to the year 2009 24 days ago and CNY is already here, its a fast pace for a new year.

Nepal is in march and that is something of a benchmark....... Nepal is not as nearly important as being with my baby. Which is very good.

Work is going great too. Tedious yet thrilling.

Its been long since i caught up with Anish, or even the rest, Raj, the classmates... even the Bestfriends. I have been pretty family orientated at the moment.

All of us mostly have started to work for the experience and hence time is never on our hands.

Was out with my dearest Nik yesterday along with Di Simmy. She pierced her ear yeah. finally now she can hush on it :P

Ended the day with ribs and red wine. Jason Creeks Shiraz...i likey!

Dearest Sandip. I love You.

Loving you gives TRUE meaning to those three words which are never often said.Mostly Felt.

its a new year. Happy new year to all, but doesnt it seem nothing is new after all... hmm

work is going great. tiring. i miss school, studying exerts a different kind of energy from you. work is draining but the people you meet the experience the exposure is close to priceless. as moments are with my baby too.

2009 i turn 23, another year into a wiser lady i become another chapter to the close to 6 years knowing sandip too. another year i will travel too. mostly with him. Off to nepal in march from the 26th to the 8th of april. will be there with simmy and sukhbir. Im sure we will have a nice time, looking forward to syambunath stupa and pokhara mostly.

Was listening to rab ne banaya jodi songs, particular theres only one i listen too, rabne koi dikhta hai, yaara mein kya karo.....