finally

finally im able to blog.... woohoo...

i have gotten my first salary! wheeee, im afraid to spend it...lol

work has been going ok although friction still exist... i do fumble during practice... and i do get noticed doing so... im getting better though, but i still dislike the system. Opera... oh my god, cashiering, shift drop, journals, cash back and due back. rebates and corrections....

when to charge a full day rate and when not to charge the rate. settling discrepancies. and any other errors. yes there is alot to learn and catch up on...

woooww.... im happy fulfilled and satisfied as well its like how one feels when sheesha gets into the blood! woo hoo... ok i just sound high now....

ok ok...i miss u SF and JS...hehe... i want the ayam penyet picts....... soon soon

loved the colours
goodies during OPERA training.

... isnt it funny how i tend to go random and make the slightest joke and it makes someones day...its a good thing i was born with it, definitely why it is hard to master if one wasnt born with the ability to make others smile. im really thinking of joining that chariy work line, socialising and making people in much need of attention smile and be merry. look im fore going clubbing and drinking session withs my sisters cousins and buddies...

im beginning to change my outlook so to speak. i still go out and mingle but making random friends with guys...hmmm... thinking about it...its illogical to do so.making unwanted friends... im just not into it anymore. i still am an attention grabber lol. and each day at work, im getting recogniton. lol. my smile is killingly sweet those are the bellmen words. lol.

Ughhh, its not bad that im typing alot. I dont feel lazy prior to what JD thinks. lol. fancy calling me a lazy bum.. lol how bout when ur free... meet me at the airport... m still craving japanese too. hope you like it. raw. haha.

Im just lethargic. Its that time of the month again. so first day happens to be today 12th of April. oh i feel... pregnant.. really ok not that i know what being pregnant feels like so im just comtemplating on the exaggeration factor. hmm im feeling funky. yeap not lazy but thrilled in a subtle way. i dont get cramps ever.. never had a heavy heavy flow either.. but since i turned 20 and counting(so far just 2yrs) im getting discomforts especially for the first day... . i should turn my blog to a personal one, lol.

Ok im done typing...

Muaxxx People

its been a good tiring week at work... i got companions on the bus ride to work. The f&B guys, conceirge boys aven a bell man sometimes take bus service 858. And that CAAS guy who always stare at me he just reminds me so much of someone i know...sandip adhikari.

Work has been going pretty well so far... getting close to the people we work with. talking and chatting... and learning the OPERA sytem is tough. and i literally feel like a virgin bride awaiting her male ordered groom.. not knowing what to expect. Yes im close to tears, although i dont let it fall. Im just a beginner... and of cos like every newbie i feel the pressure around me...on me...

Haizzz.....

But lifes great... i love me i love my parents and i love you too...

Take care darlings!

apprehensions

Look, this was todays Straits times! Haiz, is God sending me signs lol. Interesting article but the good and the bad of a taller wife.. mostly good though just not in tom cruises case... but nicole kidmans new hubby is equaly as short too. hahah.

So went shopping today at chong pang complex of all places, lol. it was near by.. weeee

JD has landed! weee... lets sheesha and catch up lol. soon i promise! Hugs! I still got to rewrite notes but i will do it tomorrow instead. ...

In the mean time i shall go watch the year of the dog, yes the oscar nominated one...

me and nikky are gonna be left alone from the 18-24th of april. and 24th i have to rescedule my appointment for the blood count too so that i dont take leave in this critical period!

Have i mentioned i want to be a mommy too, i wanna be busy nursing and cleaning diapers... although maybe im not looking forward to the latter, but isnt pregnancy a beauty... the rounded belly, knowing you created life through his sperm and your egg, knowing that life itself is growing in you... weeee.. it cud be sex im after lol, but nope seriously babies make me happy... its how they attract you... not all people love them. But i do!

Muacks and hugs!
Sf moviedate soon!

hello....

Work orientation has been great. I like my chief of concierge alot. Darshan Ratnasingam I might be wrong for the last name though, and the likeness is an admirable one. Respect and adoration. His my mentor, being new to the industry he has help me fit it perfectly, abolishing and cracked out nerves i have had. Our jokes are pretty funny too. His a cute short guy i respect. His stories/real life accounts is awesome. So learning the new system Opera is good too, going well, in class i ask qns and well a natural 'hermoine granger' lol. Im just afraid id get shit nervous when the real procedure starts and i check people in for real. Saying Welcome to Crowne Plaza Changi Airport is easy peasy. Thank goodness we only have 12 standard steps for check ins. St Regis has 42. I dont any more and i dont want too.

Life is going pretty swell at the moment. Even my teeth feels like pearls. Hmm,=) and i swear by mocha everyday! I cant help it! its just so.....ehmmmmm, sensuous going down your throat, the milkiness, the warmth and the flavours lol. Im turning myself on, lol. Ok hush now.

Finally i have blog since the past one week! Weeeee.....

And i bought two new shades of lippies! that i dont quite like now hmmm, ah fuck since i bought it, it shall be worn/used.